V: [08:22 8:22] Good Now to you. We are pleased to be meeting with you in this fashion on this day. And are excited for your curiosity and aperture, to this encounter.
It will be our pleasure to interact with you in any way that you see fit to guide you towards your own discernment and decisions. Which will help you to realize that you are the creator of your experience, that there is nothing external to you. And to help you to answer any of your own queries, that you may have at this time.

What is it that you would like to talk with us about ?

Q01: [10:18 10:18] About my job.

V: Yes

Q: How can I make [ ADFAB ? [10:32 10:32] grow ?

V: One way would be to move any resistance that you have at this point for it not growing or remaining at the stage that it is at. Anything that is not florishing is simply in need of the right elements, to nurture, and the right elements to nurture are naturally provided for example a flower needs water, which provided in the form of rain, and sun, which is provided in the form of sun. And if you are blocking the sun with an umbrella, it cannot grow. So it is not a question of moving the sun so that the shadow is in a different position its a question of simply removing the umbrella. And to grow your business, or grow your work, or to evolve any fashion or aspect of your life, what is not required is more effort, what is required is the astute determination of what it is that is holding the thing back from it's growth. Growth and expansion is the natural state of All-That-Is, and your project will grow if you can determine what is it that you are afraid of, should it become larger.

Does there seems to be a seat of fear within you on this topic at all.

Q02: Ok and how to become, which I think is very connected with what you just said. To become more disciplined and consistent with myself.

V: This again is a question about efforting. We do not feel that in this particular case it is a need for more effort or discipline, or action, but an energetic need to remove something that is blocking you or blocking it from it's fulfillment. As you know it is a valuable service that you are providing. And the fact that you are not seeing results or numbers or participation at the level that you would want to, has more to do with your belief perhaps a deep seated belief, than it does with the effort that you are applying, or the discipline or the consistency, or that effort, you can of course become more disciplined and more consistent, but the underlying cause for the lack of discipline is a belief perhaps that success does not come easily to you or that should there be wild success with this endeavor you would be threatened or exposed in some way that you would rather not be be threatened or exposed. We are proposing that this less of a real world issue than it is an energetic issue, within yourself that is asking through the example and the catalyst of your frustration with the seeming lack of growth of this project. For you to unravel or unfold, look at and resolve.

We will ask again, is there some element of you that is afraid of the success of this endeavor. [15:20 15:20]

Q: Not that I am aware of.

V: What would you have to change in your life if this endeavor was very successful ?

Q: Nothing so frightening really, it would be positive things.

V: Would you be able to change those things before the endeavor is successful ?

Q: Well what if I am not aware of this blocks.
How can I identify them ?

V: [16:12 16:12] You can identify them by feeling into yourself in your day to day in your thoughts where there is resistance, for example if you have resistance and say 'I don't know why I put in this effort' and yet xyz, there is a resistance there, because there is a frustration there, there is a disappointment, underneath that sensation of disappointment there will be a belief, that for example, 'I have put in the effort and therefore, I should have results' that belief may not be serving you in the evolutionary phase that you are in because the reality that you have been living in, or that you are living in, know that the majority of you are living in is at the moment becoming quite dismantled, and far more abstract, far more energetic, the effort does not necessarily produce results because this is not a conditional experience, what does produce results is intention, and faith. [17:28 17:28]

Q03: Ok Lets put it this way, how do I keep intention and faith which was there at the time of the planning and visualizing of the project and now apparently it gives me on a back track.

V: [17:39 17:39] Yes
At the beginning of a project, before there is any sort of risk involved there is a knowing of the truth of all that is, that you are the ultimate creator that you can create anything that you so choose. As a project develops and more and more real elements get added to it, including financial investments and people who are depending upon that project, including expectations and identity attached with it, resistance is created because suddenly there is a possibility that things could [quote] 'go bad' if it were to fail. Whereas in the planning phase, there is nothing to lose, so to remove the resistance one must remember that it is all an illusion, that even during the growth phase of a project there still is nothing to lose, all of the imagined what could be lost, can only be lost by imagining that it could be lost. The very idea of thinking that something could be lost allows the losing of it to appear in your field. You cannot not think of a blue elephant if we say blue elephant.
You cannot not think of losing if you begin to think about losing. So the shift and the practice and perhaps the discipline that you have been looking for, is in reaffirming to yourself that that faith that you felt was your divine calling. If you do not like the word divine, was your inspiration or the magic of the universe that comes through you and if it has come through you, or your idea or your thought or your vision, then from where did it come because you did not create your thought and inspiration and vision, it came from collaboration with the universe because what you are creating has been requested to come through you from the universe.

So, one step towards faith, is to remember that this is not actually your project. This is the project of the universe that is coming through you in whatever fashion it will come through. It may be something that you do not continue. However if it is something that you are still passionate about and it is something that you still want to continue, then remember that it has absolutely nothing to do with you, whether it's successful or a failure, whether people arrive or they do not because you are simply a messenger, or footman for the will of the universe that is coming through you in the form of inspiration.

The attachment that you are feeling for the project, and the fear of its lack of growth or it's inability to grow is what is eventually causing it to have mixed frequencies in terms of energetics, and is taking you away from that same energy that you had at the beginning. That faith. So the work is not more left say, marketing, it is faith that whatever marketing you are doing will eventually produce whatever the universe willed through this projects existence. This entire endeavor may have absolutely nothing to do with a financial windfall or with helping hundreds of thousands of people. It may only exist in this universe to help one person. That arrives at your door. The entire creation, the outcome of your inspirations is always unknown, but following them is the only way to live your life as you. [21:48 21:48]

Q04: Ok and how can I get rid of some minor dependencies that I have like smoking or something like that ? Which I don't seem to be able to give up. And that I see sometimes connected with the lack of consistency and discipline.

V: [22:38 22:36] You are constantly shifting in every moment, you are not the same as you were twenty minutes ago, or even 3 seconds ago, you are a different being. It is like a film reel where each frame replaces the previous and that is how existence works, that is how movement works, that is how time in theory works in it's linear fashion, although in reality all of the frames exist at the same time. So a question such as a habit smoking, it is only a habit because you continue to do it. because you continue to choose to do it, not because it has some grasp over you. And one of the biggest tricks with regards to things such as habits is to make the being believe that they do not have control over it. You do.
So the first step perhaps to letting go of this behavior that you have decided that you perhaps do not like, is to each time you smoke, say 'I am choosing to have this cigarette' 'I am choosing to take this action', 'I am the sovereign being that is making the decision to take this action'. Then if a voice within you arises says ' But I don't want to', then you having the knowledge that you are choosing to smoke, when that second voice comes up and says ' But I don't want to' you will be able to look at yourself with honesty and make a choice from that fork in the road, which part of you, you would like to heed. Because while you are saying you would like to give up this habit, the truth of the matter is that you are choosing not to, it is not something that has a grip on you. Once you acknowledge that it is your choice. You are giving you back the power to choose differently. If you have taken away the power from yourself that it is your choice, then you are a victim to another part of yourself. However you are not a victim to the part of you that wants to smoke. The part of you who wants to smoke is valid. It believes that it is gaining something when it takes that action. If believes perhaps that it is gaining relaxation, it believes perhaps that it is rewarding itself, it believes perhaps that it needs that action to continue to propagate it's own identity as a smoker for example.

There is nothing in your life, that requires you to fight yourself and you are using the word discipline in it's negative connotation, such as a father that scolds it's child, to teach it a lesson. However the word discipline, comes from the word disciple, and a disciple is a student. So if you do want to have self discipline you must start to become the loving teacher of yourself and when this voice arises that says 'Actually we have already decided that we do not want to smoke anymore' the loving teacher, that part of you that is trying to make that change or wanting to make that change, is speaking to the disciple, the student, and in a way can say ' Fine, you would like to have a cigarette at this moment in time, however, how about we wait 10 min and see what happens' and if 10 minutes time you decide to have that cigarette and both of you the you that is the disciple and the you that is the teacher, are in accord, then go ahead and actually enjoy the cigarette. Because when you are fighting with yourself in this way, we guarantee that you have not been enjoying this action for some time. So you will be gifting yourself in either case, either the cessation of the habit, or the enjoyment of the habit, because the middle ground that you are in right now is really quite futile.

We are not sure if this was clear. What the action steps are to take [ 27:33 27:33]

Q: Yes.
V: Yes.

Q05: And what about my daughters. Will everything be fine with them ?

V: [27:49 27:49] Each being has it's own higher self and path in life and fine is subjective from the perception of the viewer. If they are in positions to be able to learn or already do listen to their higher selves and guidance, then they will be fine. If they do not, then they will be presented with cases within their life in order to learn that skill to listen to themselves and in that case they will be [quote/unquote] 'fine' as well. Because the universe is benevolent to all beings, whether one listens to oneself or not, the universe is always guiding you to the ability to find your path of least resistance or path of most joy.
So while they are perhaps on this planet for less time than you are, their version of fine will be different than yours, and your perception of it will be different and all of this question depends upon what your definition of fine is. But yes they are guided and held and loved and honored by the universe as all beings are. [29:15 29:15]

Q06: What about the relationship with my ex-wife ?

V: What is the question ?

Q: How can I how can we actually have a more, how can I put it, it's not a bad relationship, but its somehow depending on things that have happened and still shape it. Positive and negatively of course.

V: Yes.
[29:53 29:53] Well you know that the only element in this question which you can control is yourself, and you also know how to love. And if you come to each interaction with love, and compassion and train yourself to interact with no only her, but all beings with love and compassion and if each time you see you are triggered or that your ego is flaring, you come to yourself with love and compassion, then your interactions, both with her and all other beings will be more harmonious, it does require also allowing the other being to be in their wound and not perhaps approach the relationship with love and compassion, and see the light in them anyhow, the past is not only non existent as there only is now. But it is also the backdrop or flavor or what is that does color the now.
If you allow it to, and you can go back in your own mind and resolve issues. You can through communication and patience admit to at least to what your faults were or work through what you are ready to reintegrate. For your self from what happened in that relationship whether with this person or outside and as you grow energetically more towards love and compassion than anything that you are transcoring with this being will be more harmonious, we do not feel it is a disharmonious relationship, at this time, nor that you are in a phase of active learning, but that there is some healing remaining to be seen before you are in space that is your ideal interaction with this person. So the answer to this question, as is to many questions is Love, just love and see how making that your consistent practice does resolve most things.

Q07: Is there any suggestion in general you would like to give me ? Or indication of whatever.

V: [33:14 33:14] Yes, we will feel into that for a moment.

Your enthusiasm and childlike playful qualities are an asset to you, they are one of your greatest assets and the key and pathway to your success, that joy or bounty of activity energy that comes through you is sometimes restrained because you do not believe you are in a world where it is ok to express that at the level at which it is coming into you. But it is an extremely valuable characteristic of your being, so while it may not be possible, or it may not seem to be possible to be in that state of joy at all times, we do suggest to you that when you do feel that energy in any circumstance whether is be business or personal, coming through you that you do not have fear or expressing it.

Why ?

Because when you express it, and it is well received by the people to whom you are expressing it, you know that those are your people. When you cut off and hold it back because perhaps it seems like that is the more suitable thing to do in the circumstance, what happens is you end up in relationships or situations with people who are perhaps not your people. That enthusiasm that you have for life, that enthusiasm you have for your projects and passions and dreams is your discerning factor for what is right for you in your life.

So our general advice for you, would be to allow yourself more often to be that childlike being that you are, to dance in your innocence, to follow your joys and your playfulness and your humor and to allow others to see that more often. [36:48 36:48]

Q08: What about my girlfriend Annette ?

V: How do you feel it is going ?

Q: Good. She is the sort of enthusiastic person that appreciated enthusiasm, although been much more self disciplined than what I am.

V: In terms of ?

Q: In terms of generally speaking discipline. I mean in everything, as per her whole life, maybe a bit much, to such an extent.

V: So would you say that she is showing you a quality that you would like to enhance in yourself or something that you are being mirrored because it is something that you are ready to let go of.

Q: It's more the sort of showing me, yeah, mirroring, showing me or saying [?? 38:04 38:04] somehow put in evidence this attitude of sometimes I have of you know, letting things go and not taking control of them.

V: We would also like to underline that you seem to value this self control over the quality that is being shown to you within yourself that would be the opposite of this, which is not disorganization and it is not a lack of discipline, it is spontaneity and so if you were to have that compassion that you spoke of earlier for yourself, perhaps you would begin to understand in your case self discipline is not necessary because if it were necessary it would already be. Your what seems to be lack of discipline or order or continuing with things may be more presenting itself to you to teach you to accept those elements of yourself as the qualities that they are and to investigate what those qualities are good for. For example, you may be someone who initiates projects and passes them on to others. Or you may be someone who generates many ideas and does not need to see them through themselves. It is not necessary for each of you to be exactly the same.

Whatever qualities one finds within themselves that they dislike tend to turn out to be their superpowers. And you have mentioned this element of self discipline in three separate arguments during this talk. So we would suggest that you investigate within yourself what the opposite of discipline is, find the positive aspect of that quality and begin to love it in yourself and begin to cultivate it. Because that probably is your superpower and the reasons why people tend to beat themselves up about the things they believe are their flaws is because they lived as children with people who thought that those things were flaws. But not because they actually were.

You came into this world perfect, wanted by creation, wanted by the universe exactly as you are. So to try or to struggle to change oneself is going directly against the universes will. And who do you think will win that battle, you as the individuated human, or the will of All-That-Is. You cannot fight What-Is, you can only learn to love it. So it is beautiful that you have a partner by your side, who is showing you what it would look like to be a integrated being that has discipline, But is is also showing you that perhaps there is value also in not having discipline. Or having whatever you determine then is the opposite, or the quality that is being demonstrated by your non committal to fixed ideas. You are free.
You are freer than others who believe that they have strong boundaries of what is and isn't allowed, you have more range than someone who is stuck in their routine or their work. Or their values. You are more flexible. There are definitely benefits to being the way that you are. You just need to find them.

With regards to the question of your partner as in all relationships interact as you can with love for as long as it feels good for you to do so. And then if it does not feel good for you to do so, rearrange the contract that you have with this person so that it feels good again to be as you are in relationship with them. Which may mean parting ways, or coming closer, but remember that there is nothing set in stone and that you are creating together how you would like it to look. So you may always go to this person and say I would like this and this and listen when she does the same. [44:16 44:16]

V: We have time for one more query if you do have one ?

Q09: How can I raise my energetic field, my vibration, my energetic field.

V: [45:29 45:29] Here is an area where we will use the word discipline, in the teacher student meaning of the word.

You must teach yourself to think more positive, then negative, you must teach yourself to follow your joy, and do more of the things that your inner being is telling you to on a day to day basis. Trust your intuition. Your vibration will naturally raise the happier you are so focus on your happiness, as if it is the most important thing in your life, which it is because the moment that you are happy, success follows you. Relationships and love follow you, abundance flows to you, because that vibration is high. So when it becomes your main priority on a day to day basis to find the things to be happy about, then everything else falls into place immediately. It is the law of the universe, when your vibration is at a certain frequency, everything else must match that frequency. And then anything that comes that seems not to match it is simply there to show you where you have areas to clear out to get to even higher frequency vibration, you have the ability to be happy all the time, any time you are not, do not beat yourself up it is just a moment to take the time to see what it is that you are believing that could possibly make you anything else than thrilled about existing in this moment in time exactly as you are.

You raise your frequency and vibration by treating yourself well, by loving yourself enough to make your self happy, to make yourself feel good, and to give yourself the compassion and love and presence when you are not feeling good to raise your vibration even further.

We hope that this has helped. It has been our pleasure to interact with you in this way, today in this now. We are enthused about your future, because we do see the potential and the probabilities of your projects affecting many people in very positive ways, you have the support of the universe because as we said earlier this project is not actually yours. But it is in service. It is called through you. Not of you. And remembering that will help you to bring it to fruition in exactly the vision that you had for it when it was called through you. So we wish you the utmost success, joy, happiness, love and light of a thousand suns. - Anainai. [ 48:37 48:37