V: [ 06:18 06:18] Good day to you.

Q: Good Day
V: Hello

Q: It's nice to speak with you again.
V: And you.

Q01: Last time I spoke with you, you had some suggestions about my little dog wanting to sleep in his own bed, I want to thank you for that.

V: Is he well ?

Q: Yes he is. Because I got another little dog, I was afraid the first one was getting ready to check out and now I have this other one, and they are both doing really well, although I do have a couple of question about this new one. This little chihuahua, who is a rescue from a bad situation. And she has had a few seizures since I've had her and I was wondering if you had any information on that.

V: [07:30 07:30] You have the information that you need for the situation that is causing the seizures is of matter, and there is some we would not stay damage but difference in the brain of this being. It is not meriting of concern but care.

Q: That is my feeling, I don't, I didn't feel like rushing her off to the vet. I think that the energy that I have and that my life has and that my home has is just fine for her, she does seem to be pretty reactive to other people, out of some kind of fear and protection and I just wondered if you think that might decrease over time or if there is anything that I can do to help that.

V: [08:56 08:56] Yes, we believe it will as it is a direct reaction to experience that this being has had and as time passes the experiences will become less prevalent in the memory and therefore in the patterning of the reaction to other beings, In the moment you are in a position where this being does feel confident and comfortable with you and as it learns from you that you are confident and comfortable with others it will learn to also trust other beings.

Q: That's great.

Q02: Ok, Now I have some questions about my, my physical health. I have a constant bit of phlegm in my throat and it seems to be deeper down that it ever used to be. And what's causing that and what can I do about that ?

V: [10:09 10:09] We stray away from giving advice of a physical nature in most cases, in this particular case we would say that it is possible that you would benefit from eliminating dairy from your diet.

Q: Does that mean eggs ? Or does that mean milk and cream and cheese.

V: It would not include eggs, but as you have mentioned eggs yourself we would suggest that there must be some sort of information within you that is causing you to lump eggs into the dairy category. And therefore we would suggest for you to follow this intuition.
If for a period and to see if it alleviates or diminishes the discomfort.

Q: Ok.

Q03: The, so you don't like do physical because I am wondering, I get a single, lots of people talk about the importance of being hydrated especially now, changes that are going on and I hardly, should I, I can never seem to remember to keep drinking water but I also feel that I am pretty healthy. Can you comment on that ?

V: [11:53 11:53] Yes, what is the concern if you are drinking to thirst ? In that if you are drinking only when you are thirsty where is the belief or the adoption of belief that you would need more than you body tells you you need coming from.

Q: Ha ha well it's I don't really believe it because I can't seem to stay with it. I am just wondering why it always such a big deal, it is stressed so heavily in so many peoples sharing of opinion, stay hydrated, stay hydrated, stay hydrated, remember to drink your water, and I don't know it just doesn't seem to be something that I am really thinking about, so, ok, I hear you.

It's funny I was just reading the book of your channelled information and I really like the fact that I am actually asking myself to remember something I already know when I am talking to you, I think that is great .

Q04: Another thing we talked about last time was my connection with Sandy and her caretaker Gayle, there is three of us in this relationship and it just seems that Sandy keeps getting closer and closer to transitioning but I'm wondering if you can give me some insight into, I have a lot of mixed feelings around well just thinking about my whole history with them, there was always a really strong feeling of being loved unconditionally but at the same time there was always with Sandy if you went against anything that she advised it was, it was hmm, almost like her disapproval or her vetoing anything was not something that I enjoyed. I don't even know how to articulate this because it's just I've just thinking a lot and looking a lot at my patterns in this time of decreased freedom. I don't even know what I am trying to say here, but right now I have no contact with them because they are not letting anybody in there, they are afraid of covid and it just feels like a final door has closed, so. Like what was the, what was I thinking about gaining by having that beautiful unconditional love but yet also not, oh I don't know, some sort of accountability or not going against how she did things, and she usually was right.

V: [15:33 15:33] Yes. We would ask you to look within yourself and ask yourself if during these moments of disapproval perhaps or judgment that you claim was completely within unconditional love, if you were not being taught, in yourself your own form of unconditional love, for yourself. In that perhaps knowing that this other self loved you unconditionally and seemed to be in a space of rejection or non approval or 'my way or the highway'
Were you then in those moments able to look at yourself with your own opinions and your own perception of whatever said situation and even if you love this person and even if this person was in a state of disapproval see yourself with that love.

Q: [16:47 16:47] No I never I didn't. I always went with whatever, we would talk about something and I got to the place of believing that she was almost always right, it was a high spiritual path but - and I think it stemmed from when I stopped drinking and I listened to people who were, who had really good sobriety and they told me, they gave me guidelines for what to do and they were hard and I followed them and it turned out to be right. So I had some experience with what I guess giving away my power because my decisions weren't always good. They didn't always work well. And so I was able to take guidance and I carried that through into my relationship with her, but I did finally stand up when I said to her a year ago or whenever it was that I thought maybe it might be possible for me to love someone else, and it didn't go well with her. I hurt her, but it was my truth. And I, is that a chapter of my life, it feels like it's done but yet is is still going on in over in the other house. Right here I can see it out my window, but I don't feel like a part of it any more.

V: [ 18:22 18:22] It's because you have learnt the lesson that is necessary for you as you know every relationship there is the learning on both parties. You have been teaching each other, it is not to say that the lesson is not done on the other end, but what remains is the witnessing of this lingering or residue, or this relationship so that you can ask these questions for if it disappeared completely from your field you may not come to the realization or the absolutely beauty and value of the learnings that you have had together. The chapter is done, however there is still fruit to be had. From your inquiry upon it.

Q: So, so it was learned it when I did state my truth that I thought I could be open to love someone else and I know that she felt very hurt.

V: Yes.

Q: And I felt guilty.

V: Yes

Q: And I still once, sometimes, I still can feel some guilt like how could I have removed myself so slowily from her life over the past 6 or 7 years. Was I being selflish, like a lot of that stuff, I, it still can sometimes pop up for me and I think well, I, I that's how it happened, it was an organic process for me. Splitting away from her, but in her mind we didn't split at all.

V: Yes

Q: So I get to where I think well maybe I've really messed up this agreement that we has where you know we would love each other even in this sort of lesser arrangement of not living together, so what was, would it be useful for me to know anything about what she might be learning from this or what she wanted to get.

V: [20:42 20:42] We will speak to the part that you had verbalized about having ruined or messed up and agreement that you had. You did not, because in every moment, of every interaction, with another self, you are consistently rewriting your agreements.
And you are both signing a document with every Hello and every Goodbye and every interaction in between, regardless of what the words speak. So even if you make a commitment verbally and say,' I will love you forever', at the next interaction, that previous agreement is only honored in as much as it is honored in that next interaction.

Q: Ahhhhh I ahhh I see

V: So as you, say you stepped away or slowily, organically removed yourself or naturally felt that you were emotionally being removed from the situation, You are not responsible solely for that, because in every interaction there has been the agreement on the other parties part to consent to that. Whether it is by looking the other way or having an argument or whatever myriad of small and large interactions you have had over the course of 6 years. The fact that it culminated in a what seems to be breaking of the interaction or the relationship doesn't not negate the fact that you were both collaborating in the creation of the relationship to that point, and the [quote/unquote] 'breaking of it'
was a mutual agreement, because you had both arrived at that point even if one party believes that they are completely shocked or surprised by an ending, they have been writing the story along side the other party, the entire time.

Q: Right, right. I know that we co-create I know that, I do know that, I just I guess I'm just interested in lookin at the deeper spiritual lesson for me and then to hear you explain about having had the option of loving myself enough in the past to basically stand up to what her wishes were. That's a really interesting think you for that, because I think for all of us humans, this whole self love business is a big big factor and especially now with what is going in.

V: yes.
Q: Whew [23:43 23:43]

Q05: Just to talk about her situation a little more. She seems to be a... It's hard to imagine that she is still here, that she hasn't let go and transitioned yet. is there ? Can you talk about what's going on over there.

V: [ 24:17 24:17] There is no way to understand from the human perspective the art of timing. Or what purpose is being served to remain in a physical vessel, there is no such thing as remaining beyond the right timing. There is no such thing as leaving too soon.
So this question, perhaps is the answer to the question itself. Because had she left already, this question would have not arisen for you.

Q: Well, does she, is she afraid. I guess what I specifically I don't think she is afraid that I will fall apart. When she transistions but I think she may be worried about Gayle falling apart. And I actually think I can feel that Gayle is hanging on now more, so if feels like it might be coming soon.

V: [ 25:24 25:24] Yes, well when one does not focus on themself and instead focuses on another self, and tries to micromanage situations and circumstance in order to aid another, what they are actually doing is deterring the others growth. So if it were to be the case that she is not transitioning because she has fear that someone would be in a dangerous or less pleasant situation, then that is a control mechanism. We do not believe this is the case. We believe that she is at a point within her physical body that is already for the most part transitioned and therefore her spirit or soul or solestream or higher self, is guiding the show more so at this point than her personaility. And that being the case is in itself quite aware of the perfect timing. The perfect timing may be something very very very detached from any of the situations that you know. It may be that the person that comes to aid to take away her body, in that day would have been doing something else, that in their life path is not correct for them. So this hanging on, or being there now, could have to do with many many other factors.

Q: ohhh What do you mean the person that come to help. I am not sure I follow what you meant by that.

V: As an example. When she does transition, there will be a myriad of beings, who aid in the removal and preparation and ceremonies that you have when a soul leaves a body. All of these hundreds of people will be put in motion by her death. He death may be the catalyst for someone that she does not even know for any myriad of their life lessons. Or on the contrary, the pharmacist that fulfills her prescriptions may fill one more prescription for her and that will change the course of their life.

Q: All this interconnectedness that would have never occurred to me, with my linear thinking.

V: [28:38 28:38] Well it's not a question of linear thinking, it is a question or limited thinking because you forget that you are so completely intricately intertwined with one another and the majority of your life's impact, you will never know.

Q: Wow. Well that's I think thats facinating and I think, I think for everything is so slowed down and I have so much free time, I'm actually pretty excited about thinking about all these things that I never bothered to think about, just like expanding my mind.

Q06:But I do have a question about Gayle, the woman that's with Sandy, who is involved, she, I get sometimes I get a different feelings about her, sometimes I feel like she's oh what is the word. Almost would like to lecture me about things, and then other times she feels carefree. Is she, I guess is she having a challenge with this that she is just not comfortable talking about or is she really as zen and mindful and present as she claims to be through this time ?

V: [ 30:36 30:36] Everyone is everything. She is both what your perceive her to be and what she claims to be. For you it may be more useful to understand the motive your own motive behind wanting to understand her if it is too help someone who has not asked for help, then you must wait.

Or perhaps there are some other subtle motives behind this question or this desire to understand.

Q: I don't, I don't feel 100% comfortable telling her all the things that I believe are going on, and I think that goes back to realizing my lack of self esteem or worrying about what she might think, or that she might lecture me. I know she, I know they want me, they wanted me to get the vaccine an I am not going to. And I don't yeah. So that's that's kind of like an unspoken snag between us right now.

V: [ 32:37 32:37] Honor your discomfort. You do not have to be comfortable, in telling her, you do not have to tell her.

Q: Right.

V: You are not obliged or indebted in any way. Specifically about things that are directly related to your own personal choices.

Q: So, it feels like they aren't like they are finishing some kind of karmic dance.

V: [ 33:29 33:29] Yes

Q: Is that accurate ?

V: Yes, as are you.

Q: As are we all I suppose eh.

V: Yes,

Q: ok. hhhmmm. And then the other person, I wanted to ask about, well there is a couple of other. No I asked you about a woman that I had a connection with a romantic interest in and things of moved on to an acknowledgement that it's not workable to remain friends while, and she is perusing her relationship and finding great growth in that and I just wanted to check in a see if she was expecting me to answer, she sent me a explanation of all this a few months ago, and I thought I would just leave it alone. It's, can you tell me if she's still really happy and was she wanting any kind of further connection with me or was that just a stop.

V: [ 34:56 34:56 Well this is interesting because it ties back to your relationship. In that instead of focusing upon what you want, you are trying to understand what the other wants. And we imagine that should we say she was expecting a response, you would then at that point endeavor to give her one. However you naturally chose based upon your own intuition, your own guidance. That a response was not necessary at that time.

Q: Right

V: Because that is what felt good to you. At that time. You at any time if it should feel good to you, to then respond, we would say it would be your best action. However whether or not the other being, expected or wants or acknowledges or desires a response, is not truly of your concern.

Q: Right, so that goes back to that whole, to the self love, doesn't it ?

V: Yes.

Q: Just to be, ok so, have I sort of been, is this something that I have set up to really have a look at at this point in my life, that this is connected to my spiritual growth at the moment ? Focusing, having a good look at that.

V: Yes. In that even earlier in this conversation. You had mentioned the words guilt and selfishness. Which are beliefs that you are holding, that are based upon your belief, should you check in with yourself first, then it would be errorness, and we discussed at well that, if you were to base your actions upon wanting another self not to suffer then that in itself is a form of manipulation.

Q: Wow.

V: So while you think you are being selfless by judging first the needs of another, what is actually happening is you through your micromanaging of their experience, are depriving them from their lessons.

Q: Ok. [38:07 38:07]

Q07: So was this lack of self love something that was, was this like something that my parents had, or are we all born with that. Or

V: It's a pattern with others pass through generations.

Q:ok.

V: It is because you care so much for one another and you care so little for yourselves.
But could you imagine a world where actually everyone did care for themselves first and therefore were in a good state of being. And a good state of mind at all times, and therefore were already filled when they were asked to give.

Q: Beautiful, you know it's so crazy to be to grasp this concept or the limits of the polarity that we are living in, but yet, to embody it, is ah... it's challenging. Boy. ok,

V: It takes practice in listening to yourself first and understanding that that voice, that voice of opinion that is in you. First of all is not actually even yours from the perspective of the one who listens to it. So the [ glory ?? lory ? 39:53 39:53] that hears the voice of your desires and your needs and wants is not the one that who created those desires and needs and wants. Those are coming from the more internal version of you. From your higher self, they are clues and keys as to who you truly are. You then have free will to either listen and follow those guidances or to ignore them and follow something external to you.

Q: Right

V: You have developed the habit of following or putting precedence upon the opinions or desires or wants or needs of another, which often are not even theirs as they too are ignoring their own inner beings, but for this purpose, lets say that they are not, let's say that you are following their inner beings highest guidance.

The thing is that your life, your priority is in the listening to your highest self.

Q08: Well that's a skill that is. You see it gets tricky because I like, if i refer back to the days when I drank too much and I partied too much and you know I didn't . The things that I wanted and the things that I did, I mean they weren't. I don't think they were. They certainly weren't anything that I would want to do not, they were just surface and selfish and careless for a lot of the part. And when I took the advice of people who had stopped drinking and talked about sobriety and I wanted to be calm and centered like they were, my life improved. So I kind of had this way of thinking well you know, I should listen to these people but.

V: [41:59 41:59] Yes, and you did well to do so, we will explain it so it is more comprehensible. The reason that you developed habits of drinking or other behaviors that you then needed to let go of were because your desire was to have peace and comfort and perhaps escape from pain. You unfortunately at that moment in time did not have the instruments or the ability or the skill or the knowing of how to arrive at that state of being without the aid of something external. Often negative. And that is the action that you took to follow your inner beings guidance. It may not have been the correct action but when you were drinking you were following the guidance of your inner being to try and find some relief at the point in which you understood that the behaviour to find the relief was not efficient because it was causing more pain. Your inner being then told you. Look it is time to find some other form of guidance towards my inner peace, towards my inner tranquility and to learn new skills. At which point you appointed for yourself these other beings as teachers.

Q: Oh. [loud throat vocal sound]

V: [43:11 43:11] To give you these skills. It is not that it was between drinking and not drinking. It was between learning a skill that did not serve you, and replacing it with one that did.

Q: Ok,

V: You inner being always wanted the same thing. [43:37 43:37]

Q: ok. So at some point along the way, I gave too much power though to Sandy and also to Gayle, to them, to the unit of Sandy and Gayle, didn't I.

V: It is not so much that you gave them too much power, it is that you chose to listen to them more than you chose to listen to yourself.

Q: Right. I never, I didn't feel that I could articulate any reason that they would understand or that they would want to hear, I didn't feel able to give a reason for why I felt the way I did.
And that's still some times I feel myself being quiet, or not wanting to go to the, that's just taking the easier way. Thank standing up and saying. Like for example, in the midst of this pandemic I have definite opinions about what I think it true for me, but I don't have any desire to get out and advertise them, I think things are unfolding and things will become clear as we go. But is that, or am I not being true to myself by pretending to go along.
Like these balance points. I am not sure about.

V: [45:15 45:15] We will say only that you are with this discomfort or not wanting to speak for example, in relations. We will not speak to your needing to publicly declare all of your opinions, but in a situation where you feel that you cannot explain why you feel a certain way. The reason for that is because you do not have to explain why you feel a certain way. When you have a certain opinion or feeling or belief. Yes you can discuss it with others, but it is not that you have to justify it. Because the truth is that again it is not even yours.

If you have a strong conviction or desire or need or want of belief within you that you are content with, that you know serves you. Then it doesn't not need to be justified by anyone else, that is simply who you are, you are a unique being who has all of their unique characteristics but you have been led to believe that you must meet some universal standard for what is correct or incorrect, when this is not the case. You can simply be you.

Q09: ok. So this situation that we are faced with here, with the increasing suppression and increasing control, is it. Most of the time. I am feeling good, I am and then I wonder if I just kind of have my head in the sand. But I want to continue to do my inner exploration at this time. And I don't, I am not interested in talking about fear. I am not interested in feeling the fear, there is a lot of fear in the world right now. And It's a tricky balancing time. Is this- I know some of the things that I have heard talk about the importance of keeping a high vibration. And that you, you know the timeline that you'll be on depends on the, now high your, if your vibration is high. What can you say about that.

V: Yes this is true that our best advice to someone who is able to do so is to feel good. We will also give you an analogy of what is it that you are seeing in the collective at this point in terms of fear, in terms of everyone wanting to talk about certain topics.

It is as if you are all watching the same television programming and the advertisement that comes on is for a new refrigerator. Now you have a refrigerator already that you are content with and so when this advertisement comes on you do not notice. But there will be people who are not happy with their refrigerator who see this advertisement and then buy a new one.

You are at a point where you do not need the catalyst that is being proposed in your timeline. The fear that is being provoked and the people around you is necessary for their awakening, is necessary for them to begin to make choices about their lives. Because the majority of the same people who are feeling fear at this point and time we feeling absolutely nothing several years ago.

Q: Ah ok.

V: They have not done the inner work or the journey, that you have and this is why you feel to be outside of this mainstream reaction to what is happening in the world. The catalyst that is being proposed to you on a global level, is specifically designed, it specifically in place because you as a collective which is the majority, Have asked for this level of catalyst.

Q: Right.

V: You happen to be in the minority who had absolutely no need for it and are simply being exposed to it, because it is what is required in the market. So to speak.

Q: Right

V: Fortunately you are in a position as well to be a guide, to any of those and not all of those, but any of those who would hear your voice. The voice that says, 'have no fear' the voice that says even if your worst imagination comes to pass you are an eternal being. There is nothing to fear and you are of the messengers shall we speak who is here for that message. So the question about Do you have your head in the sand. No you do not because you have a different perspective on reality. To all of those who would be telling you that you have your head in the sand it is not doomsday, this is not the apocalypse, this is an opportunity. [51:12 51:31]

Q10: yes, ok. Well I do I feel, you know, it doesn't occur to me that anything horrible is going to happen. To me, but my best friend Christine is we are pretty much on the same page, she came in here last night really upset. About she was upset. I don't know if you could tune into her for a minute and see. Tell me anything about our relationship, we have become very very close, and ah, I would like to understand I don't want to assume, you know because we are so close. I could see last night that when she was talking to me about how she got upset because she wasn't really looking at what was going on et cetera. I realized that we aren't completely on the same page, is there anything that you can tell me about differences between us that I might not of thought of besides our age.

V: Well no aside from what we have just stated that you have an opportunity to guide. And to rebalance and to aid in those moments of doubt, to perhaps aid in her raising up again to the level of understanding that All Is Well. There is no fundamental difference between you and every other self, especially those with which you are close, because you have created them yourself. You are also cocreating that relationship, as we said and able to sign and create that contract as you go.

Q: Right, no we are both, very happy because we, I would find if challenging if I didn't have her in my life but otherwise I feel good. I am so happy with so many things that you have told me that just make things clear. I really am fascinated with all the assistance and all the other beings that are here with me, even though I cannot see them, I can feel them more and more. Is it possible for me to I guess channel, but I know I channel. But I mean I would really like to just sort of talk a little more with them. I do it all at the beach on my beach walks.

V: yes.

Q: I feel them, I dunno who said I get these downloads and my whole head buzzes.

V: Yes,

Q11: Can you tell me about that.

V: You are free to enjoy those and to dialogue with them. It is different than channeling in some ways, not that there is not energy coming through but that you are conscious and able to actually discourse with it. And so when you do feel that energy coming through. You may as you are in this moment, asking questions with us, you may continue to have dialogue and questions if there are, and you will get answers. They may not be verbal, but you will know the answers as they come through to you. This is universal energy and it is accessible and it is already accessible to you. So with direct intention to interact, as if you were on the walk with your friend, which you are. You may have any form of conversation and see what your relationship is, see the energy within that relationship. The love that comes through for you and the wisdom and the inspiration that you gather from those interactions, you will then we able to pass on to the people within your life that you are meant to pass them on to.

Q: So is it like the same gang that likes to hang around me or is it. Or is it different all the time, or how does that.

V: You already know the answer to those questions.

Q: Oh.

V: In that we believe that you are familiar with this energy.

Q: Ok, Well the energy that comes down through when I bring it down in through my chakras and my whole head buzzes. I am not sure who that is. Then when I am walking along, I will actually ask, I will say who is here. And it might be my mom, you know a person who is passed, or sometimes it will be a future self or sometimes I see extradimensional being I will see an outline of something that looks a little bit like a yalel or a grey or a hybridy being.

V: Yes. Please remember though that All-Is-One and that when it comes to the non physical it is very useful to not differentiate and apply containers to what does not have a container.

Q: Oh ok.

V: The message and the energy that is coming through is far more important than the source of it.

Q: Ok well is that, Ok, I think that the sort of beautiful source energy that comes in and lights up my pineal gland and all of my chakras and every cell in my body that I don't put a form to that one. But sometimes, I can actually see my mother or I can see my father, i mean I think, do those people who have transitioned, that's a different type of energy fromt he source energy that I feel ?

V: We would say to trust your intuition but there is no different type of energy than source energy.

Q: Oh ok.

V: [58:10 58:10 So in the same way that you and all of your human friends are source energy but you differentiate between them, you may likewise differentiate between the energies that you feel and yes indeed, one may be more congruent with the image of your mother or of your father, or of someone who has passed. But ultimately it is all source energy.

Q: Ok,

V: And you are free to interact with it in any way that you so choose, because it is too of your creation so, as your parent comes to you, perhaps you have the ability or the possibility to resolve some issue that happened in the past with them and have a genuine and authentic conversation with them to resolve something that is needing to be resolved in that moment and in another moment when you have pure source energy or what you are associating with pure source energy flowing through you then at that point you can ask if for ' for example' a full healing of your physical vessel.

Q: Ok wonderful.

V: You have the option and opportunity to do as you wish.

Q: So one thing I've been excited about is my distance healing.

V: Yes.

Q12: How is, I just had a big breakthough with a dear old friend, and the healing took a different turn in we are just getting lots of information, downloaded to me about what happened in her childhood, Am I, is that, is this expansion of my healing abilities, part of my path right now. Like I am not really interested in covid or any of that stuff. I am interested in the kind of power that we all have that we don't think we have.

V: Yes and so, pour your energy into this interest because the other storyline is not interesting to you.

Q: No it really isn't.

V: And simply because it is interesting to others does not mean it needs to be. In fact, the majority of the people with which we speak we insist or we suggest that their focus not be distracted from their own path by the myriad of dramas that are being presented and offered to you at this time, because there are a large proportion of those pieces of information or drama that are being presented to you, to throw you off your path.

Q: Yes. So is my path is healing still a big part of it then.

V: Yes and we would say that more so than whether or not healing is a big part of it, is when is it that you will stop doubting.

Q: Ah yes, Right. What about adding some sound somehow to it. Oh I spontaneously burst into some sort of chanting, when I was healing with her.

V: Yes. Spontaneous is good.

Q: pardon.

V: Spontaneous is good. And natural for you.

Q; Right.

V: As your doubt falls away you will naturally find yourself doing things that you did not know that you could, or would have wanted to do and that is natural for you.

Q: yes

V: [1:01:56 1;01:56] Therefore we would say that for you as for many the main factor is turning off your mind and allowing yourself to release any form of doubt and to get out of the way of what you naturally already know how to do.

Q: ah ok. Right.
Well and hanging on to what I used to do which was chiropractic work, was not, even though I thought I liked doing that, it wasn't right was it.

V: It was not time to let it go when you had not let it go and now that you have it is time.

Q: yeah, right. ok, so. Is there any other, or in my past is there any or concurrent lifetimes, other lifetimes, other realities, have I worked with sound then, and I have been a healer Yes.

V: Yes, we retain that there are no past or future lives there are only simultaneous lives that are more connected to yours than others perhaps. And in those, yes you do have and have always had and now have the ability to heal and to use sound, because sound is vibration that can penetrate matter.

Q13: So there seems to be a weird thing with my voice, sometimes now, so I like to sing, but there seems to be something stuck in there can you tell me anything about that ?

V: it is the non using of it.

Q: uh, ok, ok.

V: This in your collective is now a theme, you will find that there are many people who have issues in their throats their voicebox and along the windpipe, than may manifest as complains about it being difficult to talk, being difficult to breathe, being difficult to express. And often as you know you will find that there is excess energy in the throat chakra, and that the same person has fear to express themselves fully.

Q: Ah, which I have had ok.

V:We will answer one more question if you have.

Q14: I have always have had the feeling that in these lifetimes of healing, were any of them, are any of them as female ?

V: Yes.

Q: Thats this one ?

V: yes,

Q: So is that the one I saw on the beach that one time ? I saw a vision of a woman she had grey hair and she was just looking at me and smiling at me, was that an alternate self. I don't feel connected as much to the females but I thank you for telling me that are some.

V: yes there are many, many males, many females and yes there is a message for you from that being that is a parallel you as all are but a closer parallel you, and the manifestation of the form is in consequential to the message that is being provided to you.

Q: What was the message ?

V: We are afraid that is between you and You.

Q: ah ha, I don't remember. ok. Alright well thank you.

V: We thank you and we are please as always to have this time with you we appreciate the sharing the cocreation that we have experienced. We leave you with the love and light of a thousand suns. Anainai