V: Good day to you.
Q: Hello. Good day.
V:[05:50 05:50] It is our pleasure to converse with you in this fashion. It has been some time since the last communication we've had with your type.

And it is our pleasure to interact with you in any way that you would enjoy answering anything that you would answer to yourself.

Q: Great.

V: Would you like to share what you would want from our communication?

Q1: Okay. Well I have a couple of questions. My first question is: When I make my transition will I meet my beloved people? Are they waiting for me and do my older ancestors reincarnate before I get there?

V: [07:03 07:30] There is no there. There is here. Here is there. At this juncture it is not easy for you to comprehend. On one level the answer for you is yes, you will meet and recognize the energy of those that you have called your beloveds. You will rejoin with them and be able to share the love that you had with them during their incarnation. Once again there will be a familiarity and a recognition in that sharing and the celebration beyond the sharing that you have experienced in your human form.

Q: Okay.

V: What you are calling as ancestors you will meet as well, however it is only because you believe yourself to be in incarnation in this moment that you believe yourself not to be able to tap into that energy at this time. However we assure you that transitioning, or what you are referring to as transitioning, is not required for you to have this reunion at this point in time while incarnate.

You may at any point energetically step into the frequency of yourself that is already the being that you are when you are no longer tethered to your human form.

If your desire is to have reunion with those who no longer have human form you may step into this energy at any time. As they do not have human form, perhaps there will not be interaction in the way you are accustomed, but there can be interaction in a way far deeper more meaningful and intimate than what you are accustomed.

Q: I can feel that. I work with a lot of people and I make photo books for their beloved people that have passed over and sometimes they feel like they're with me while I'm making the books.

V: They are indeed.

Q: They are. And my brother recently passed away and I feel like sometimes I really feel like he's here and I feel him but I doubt myself and I'm just wanting to reaffirm that that is him and that where is he?

V: The issue is not whether or not he is with you. It is not that there may or may not be the possibility of you having interaction and connection - connection is not a strong enough word - with him the issue is your doubt. You are not uncomfortable because he may no longer exist in fact you know he does. The discomfort is stemming from the fact that you believe that you must doubt that knowing. This is where you are not in alignment with yourself and where communication with him becomes more difficult than it need be.

Q: How can I get rid of the doubt? Peter

V: [10:44 10:44 ]Faith, You must choose your own knowing and that which you feel inside above the thoughts and beliefs that have been implanted into you throughout your lifetime about this subject. None of which have any credibility in reality. There is no more truth in the information that proposes that energy is finite then there is truth that it is infinite.

It is simply because there have been more people who are closed off to the potential of this energy than there are who are open up to it and you have a culture and a civilization in which the majority wins. But this does not mean that he who wins is right. The only one who is ever correct is the one who believes in themself. It does not matter if you are the only one who holds a belief if you hold a belief it is true.

Q02: I'm wondering on this subject when when a person has had an abortion here or a miscarriage does that child cycle like off and return to that person? Or will I be judged or will I be able to meet that child or that baby that embryo when I transition? Will I be forgiven?

V: Yes. You are already forgiven. There is no judgment in the universal nature of existence. All that has been has been because it has been approved by existence because had it not been all of the other good and what you consider bad would have not come from, would not have existed. There is no way to tap into the infinite timelines of what could have been. You, when you have a contract, a soul contract, with another being, have at all times connection with that being. That being is a volunteer in your existence as you are a volunteer in theirs. You serve a purpose for one another. Whether or not you have beliefs that this soul is attached to an innocent or incapable body and that you have terminated that existence you cannot terminate existence and you cannot terminate a soul contract. The soul contract was indeed to terminate at that time that pregnancy. You ask if you will be reunited with this energy. The truth is you have never been separated from this energy. This energy is a part of you and you are a part of it. You can feel this within yourself.

Q: Yes.

V: You know this to be the case and this is why you have chosen to hold on to unnecessary guilt. It has not been required and it is not what this being came into contract with you for. As much as, in part, it was simply for you to understand that guilt is unnecessary.

Q03: Thank you. I wonder, did I consciously choose to come through the parents that I came through to be like a white, tall, woman. You know, with the challenges that I faced through this life? Did I choose these two people to come through?

V: Yes

Q: To have this experience... like it's a conscious choice?

V: It is a conscious choice. Not made by the person.

Q: No.

V:But by the entity that you are, yes. It is also not the entity that is struggling with this choice. It is the person.

Q04: That leads me to my next question. When I was really young I remember I was probably like seven and I remember saying to myself “I'm me! I'm me! I'm me!” and I'm wondering, who is saying I'm me? I always think of myself as my true self that's connected to All-That-Is and also my like Earth self that's going through and managing all this Earth stuff. How do I get my true self to lead and have my personality self to kind of be the follower instead of the other way around?

V: Despite what you believe, this is already the case and it is your true self that has chosen your personality self with all of its perceived complications or imperfections in order to have the exact learning experience that it is currently having. So the perception that you as the human or personality have any impact at all on whether or not you can call through your highest self is simply a perception because your higher self is always called through you. You are your highest self. You have a personality which at times forgets this. The higher self cannot and does not forget it and is often sitting in amusement as it watches the personality perform all of its tricks and acrobatics to try to connect to something that has never been distant from. You cannot get closer to your highest version. You cannot get closer to your inner being you can simply remember that you already are.

Q05: Why is it that it seems like we come here and take on this physical body to remember who we are and we just keep forgetting and we then we remember a little and then we forget. Why didn't we just stay like home? Why did we choose to come do this?

V: A perfect analogy will be why it is you watch violent or disturbing programming on your televisions as opposed to simply enjoying the company or basking in the energy of those whom you love? You have chosen this, your beings have chosen to incarnate in this version, for the opportunity to grow and in no small parts for the entertainment.

If you could come to understand that this is a form of entertainment that your life is looked upon in its perfection as a self-directed symphony then you would be able to take it a lot less seriously and enjoy it in the way that you intended to but you forget, you get absorbed, you think that it is far more important than it is and you miss out on half of the fun.

It is difficult to be in your physical vessels because you are so often distracted by discomfort. Before you were incarnate there was no discomfort and the impact of having a physical vessel is shocking and yet many of you, in fact all of you, choose to have every version of it.

So our suggestion would be to enjoy the show. It is short by your terms and this you know.

While you are here if you decide that you would like to enjoy it with others in service to them then perhaps that would be even more fun.

Q06: How do you enjoy it more like let go of things?

V: Yes there's nothing you have to attach yourself to.

Q: Even your children?

V: Yes.

Q07: How do you let your children go and let them be their own adults?

V: Because you know that they are already you. They are part of you. They are inseparable from you. Any distance or choices or space between you is an illusion. The love you have for one another is that bridging of any distance and it is this learning with children or adults that you have raised that this moment of detachment is a perfect lesson for both of you.

It does not mean you do not care. It simply means that you are not attached.

Q: I have a son who's 30 and can't find his way to like get his own place and a job and stuff and he keeps living with me and I just struggle with worrying about him. Keeping him here or kicking him out and I just want to feel okay. I just want him to go live his life so I can live mine.

V: Yes. Not finding his way is his way and you have permission to feel okay about your intuition on this subject. You have permission to allow yourself to let go of the guilt or the concern that you are cultivating on this topic.

He will find his way in his way and if that means that the next time that he comes to you for the easy solution you propose to him to find the more difficult resolution then that too is part of your soul contract with him.

If it feels right to you and it feels like it is coming from a place of love then it is.

Q: Well right now I'm letting him stay with me because it's just I have an extra room and I just feel like it's easier. It gives me less stress than having him sleep in his car so that feels right to me but then I feel like i'm not doing him any service to find his way if I make it comfortable for him.

V: Well it is also not your job to make it uncomfortable unnecessarily for him. If you could reframe your relationship to not be one of mother, caretaker, protector to be adult friend of said person, if you could develop your relationship in that direction and see him with that optic in that it is not actually your responsibility to show him anyway or any path whether it be by kicking him out or letting him stay. If he becomes, in your mind, a type of roommate at this point because it is what is serving you in that you do not have to worry about this and this is less of an issue with him in your space than it is should he not be, then go with what is good for you but the attachment that we were speaking of earlier is when you believe that it is your responsibility to have anything to do with his path. He has his own higher guidance, his own higher wisdom, and if at some point he irritates you to the point of you no longer wanting him in your space you are absolutely free to ask him to leave.

Q8: Okay that makes sense. I'm also wondering about… I haven't had a partner in my life. Am I destined to be alone in this lifetime and not have a loving partner? Did I make a contract before I came here? Should I stop looking waiting or hoping for someone, you know, a significant partner, a loving partner to come into this lifetime for me, with me?

V: There are several questions in your question. The first was: Are you destined to be without a partner? The answer is: No, you are at all times able to choose your experience based upon your frequency. Another part of your question was: Should you stop waiting, hoping, looking for this significant other? The answer is: Yes, because it is in that waiting, hoping, looking for this significant other that you are energetically delaying their arrival and placing importance upon another being as if they were important when they are not. You are at this point in perfect alignment with all the beings that are in your experience; you are right on schedule with all of your contracts with all of your learnings. If you would like to velocitize the arrival of someone with whom you can share love in an intimate fashion traditionally known as for you a partnership, then we suggest dropping the subject entirely because it is not serving you to give importance to that kind of relationship and with the energy you have been giving importance to that kind of relationship and focusing on how it is not coming. it is not coming. it is not coming. You could use that energy surplus in the raising of your vibrations so that the perfect partner or the next with whom you have a soul contract of that nature would arrive in your experience.

Q: And how do I raise my vibration? Just by meditating and not thinking about it? I mean I haven't been thinking about it for a while because I just feel like um I've always not chosen very well and I mostly feel sad about it. I don't feel hoping or looking or waiting. I just feel kind of sad about it and I kind of give up.

V: Yes but the sadness is holding you to that vibration of it's not happening, I give up, this is hopeless because it is not so. You asked specifically how to raise your vibration. Yes, meditation is a classic example but in this case we suggest also a seeking out and following your own joy, the joy that does not require a partnership whether it be celebration in the form of dance or some artistic or other endeavor. Friendship with other women or men with whom you do not have romantic involvement and the cultivation of the things that make you happy.

You will not be of service to anyone if the moments they arrive in your vibration you think ‘Finally this is the one’. when you know that a beautiful being comes into your experience and you say to yourself: ‘well it would be nice if this worked out but you know what I also really like to do my whatever fill in the blank - pottery’ when it is not even an issue the correct person will arrive for you because you do not want to enter into a relationship at this point when you are not already correct on your own so treat yourself like that person that you would love. Take yourself out to dinner. Take yourself to get flowers or experience the nicer interactions that you would have.

Q9: Okay. Speaking of fun things... I am an artist and I just long to paint and create art and I try to and then I have excuses about why I can't do it and I I just want to know how I can break through that it's something I love to do but I'm like holding myself back and I don't know why.

V: What are the excuses?

Q: I'm going to be judged. That I'm going to make a mess. Whatever I make isn't good enough. People will think i'm a phony because I've been saying I’m an artist for so long and I do make a lot of art but even people love my art and they tell me that but I I can't take it in. I still think I'm not good enough all the time.

V: We think that your art is a beautiful vehicle for showing you where you are ready to heal and if we were you we would take this opportunity to face each of those beliefs that arise one by one and dismantle them. For example, the belief that people will judge you can easily be dismantled by actually doing the thing and finding that actually no one cares because they do not. Or that you will make a mess, well that will come from some point in your childhood where you were associating having made a mess with no longer being loved. This often happens with parental figures who have been taught the same thing when they were children. Perhaps you were yelled at by someone you loved because you had made a mess and now you repeat that scolding every time you want to unleash your full creativity because you have learnt that it is not safe to do so. We would say to you you are an adult and you have a vacuum cleaner. It is easy to purchase soap and we believe you have access to running water. Therefore make your mess. Experiment. Make the biggest mess you can and then feel those feelings that come up that fear, that thought, and let them go. You don't need them anymore. You are not being protected from not being loved anymore. The universe loves you as you make your mess and we would have you refer to your favorite artists and imagine their studios what kind of condition their floors and walls and ceilings were in and if you can love them then why can't you love yourself?

Q: Okay.

Q10: I'm wondering about my daughter. She is a beautiful person and she's always so worried about her career because she has a learning disability and she always feels like she's not on unlike target and I tell her you know don't compare yourself to other people. So I just worry about her because it gets her down a lot and I try to support her in ways and I just feel like I don't have the tools to support her emotionally in what she needs.

V: This may be true in that part of her learning that she chose to come here with maybe to learn to support herself emotionally. We would say that when it comes to what is called learning disabilities on your planet is always based upon comparison with a very narrow bandwidth of what is considered acceptable or normal and often those who have been given the gift of not being like everyone else have hidden talents, have hidden virtue, that they definitely would not have had they not had their, shall we say, struggles or difficulties.

She will in her time, if she chooses, come to this realization and yes you are correct in reminding her not to compare herself with others but it is not because she is somehow inferior or incapable in her difference, it is more truthfully, in that, because others cannot compare themselves with her. There's an entire generation of beings on your planet who have what is considered alternative methods or processes of seeing and viewing the world and in many cases it is far closer to the nature of the neutrality of the universe than a human could ever be but it is because of your evolution and so perhaps she will realize that she is part of that new movement, part of the beings who will challenge systems that do not work and methods of interaction that are not homogenized.

We empathize with her that she has struggles to face at this time but remember that for every struggle you experience you are gaining the wisdom, strength and valor that is the prize of that struggle.

Have faith in her. Hold her in the highest version. She is not a victim and continuously center your confidence and love so that she can feel that from you. She does not even need your counsel or wisdom. She just needs to feel that energetic unconditionality of your love for her.

Q11: Okay. She desperately wants someone like a partner to love and she feels like because I don't have somebody then she doesn't have somebody. Like we have a curse in our family or something but what would you say to that?

V: We would say that you have both cultivated beliefs that no longer serve you.

That you have some healing to do and that you are in a perfect relationship with one another to hold each other's hands as you heal this wound. You are not cursed. There is nothing wrong with you you have chosen to learn a valuable lesson before you are distracted by romantic partnership and perhaps your strongest partnership to heal this, what you have called ‘curse’, is indeed with her making a conscious decision to heal whatever needs to be healed so that you are both joyful without partners will be the fastest way for those spectacular beings to come into your experience and enjoy you at the fullest. The man or woman that you want to have in your life does not want a 20% version of you or a 40% version or a 96% version of you. The person that you want wants the hundred percent version of you which of course you are, but you don't feel that way yet.

Q: Wow

Q12: When I was about six years old I woke up one night and saw a woman in my room with two figures on either side of her and she was made of all these small pieces of colorful light and I know that it wasn't a dream because I opened my eyes and I closed my eyes because I was awake. Can you tell me what that was or who that was?

V: [ 41:14 41:14] As you know, you have connection you have an ease of connection with what is non-physical or what can be construed as as non-physical more so perhaps than many of the people that you know. When you are a child specifically you have far more access to these potentials than you do when you go through a lifetime of being told not to have access to them.

So you know that you are capable of interacting with any manner of form.

We would say that the incident that you refer to is not isolated. There may have been many more that you have forgotten.

We would also say that it is not our place to interject ourselves in a relationship that you would have with any other being entity or form and if you so choose to investigate this further you may do so by asking these questions to your own consciousness and trusting in the responses that come to you because we can sense that you already have your ideas of what that was and we will simply confirm that you are the best and highest authority upon discerning whether or not your own ideas are correct and you may at any time call upon this being if you choose and perhaps they would visit with you again, maybe not in visual form, but certainly energetically and you may come to an understanding more of your own energetic signature and your relationships with that what is in the unseen human experience.

Q: Okay

Q13: I would like to talk a little bit about my work and money. I always feel like I have to work really hard for my money and I use my skills and talents to make money but I want to be able to have a really have a relationship with money that just flows instead of feeling like I need to work really hard. I'd love to just be able to paint and be free and have money flow to me. I just feel like that's the time that I've come to in my life and I want to be able to. How can I get a better relationship with money and have more ease?

V: [44:44 44:44] You have underlined yourself the belief that is holding you from having this easeful relationship and that is that you believe that you have to work hard for money. Why is it do you think that you are choosing to hold on to the belief that you have to work hard for your money?

Q: Probably because I feel like I have to earn my worth. I guess that I have to earn my worth and it's never enough.

V: This belief is not serving you for your new desire of how finance flows to you.

We would suggest looking at ways of dismantling this belief. We assure you there are many on your planet who are not working hard for their money. None of them have the belief that they should be working hard for their money because should they have this belief they would be working hard for their money.

Q: Right

V: You may simply decide to drop that belief and say “I do not need to work hard for my money”.

We understand that emotion will come up and as you said it is related to your sense of self-worth. As each emotion arises within you, as you adopt this new belief, and we would say in fact things like affirmations would not work in this case because it is a belief and you will not even believe the affirmations, but what will work is making the statement “Money flows easily to me.” and then stopping to acknowledge the emotion that comes with that. And it will be an uncomfortable emotion. Your habit in the past has been to run from that emotion by either not looking at it, escaping it in one of the manners that you use for escaping from discomforting emotions but if you were to stay realize that it is simply in place because it wants to be seen and held and felt then it would release and if you continue this process over and over eventually you will see how easy it is to let go of a belief. it just takes wanting to it just takes consistency.

Q: Wow
V: There is no reason why money could not flow easily to you there is no reason why it should not flow easily to you there is no reason why your paintings should not be selling for hundreds and thousands of dollars there is no reason.

Q14: So basically I feel like our session is mostly about believing in myself and being super connected to really who I truly am and that I really know that I really know that

V: Yes and we hope that this time together has given you the permission to do so because often you simply need to hear that it is okay to be you. We assure you it is absolutely marvelous to be you. Your inner being, or higher self, or soul is shouting from the rooftops how much it enjoys being you exactly as you are - how it couldn't have won a better lottery, how it made the best choice out of all of the incarnations it could have chosen and that everything you want you can have and you are perfectly on track you are perfectly in the right space. Nothing has gone wrong. Nothing can. So yes, you may 100% believe in yourself. Follow your own path forwards and reap the benefits.

Q15 :OK. One more little question; I feel like because I’ve worried so much in my life that my face has um really aged. Is there any way to stop that now that i'm free?

V: Well you are definitely free to feel differently about it.

Q: Yeah.

V: Aging is not the negative thing that it is purported to be. We find you astoundingly beautiful but of course we are not looking through physical eyes at a physical vessel.
The advantage of not looking in the way that you think you would want to look in is that anyone who does see you sees you and not the mechanics and outer shell of the vehicle that you have been wandering around in. It is not important. We know that your culture and society has made it seem to be important but that is distraction and yes it is absolutely possible for whatever physical appearance you have to be changed. You have access to many ways of doing that on a physical level. Also energetically. As you energetically change your face will morph you will see yourself different in the mirror and others will see you differently. As well we have examples on your planet of people whose faces have completely shifted - wrinkles have vanished. Perhaps your vibration raises in a certain way and suddenly you have decided you're going to start consuming a vegetable you've never had before and collagen flushes back into your face. There will obviously be a explanation to anything that does occur that you will accept or simply feeling good will make you look good.

So if it is enjoyable to you to be concerned with such things, if it is part of the entertainment of the show that you are watching then by all means enjoy worrying about that there is no judgment but yes you can change, or rather things can change, miraculously.

Q: I think I’m complete.

V: We feel that you are.

Q: Thank you so much for visiting with me today I really appreciate it.

V: Thank you so much for having the willingness to visit with us and to step towards being yourself and believing in yourself in the way that we do.

We leave you with the light of a thousand suns.
Anainai [52:30 52:30]

Q:Thank you

[ End of session]