Good Evening, we are pleased to meet with you in this now.
We would like to ensure you that there is no need for nerves, first off because they do not serve and secondly for you may consider this meeting as what it is - which is a meeting of yourself with more of yourself with the external representation or a semblance of something external to you, simply in the place of a permission slip for you to learn more of what you will already know of yourself, there is nothing in this interaction that can be real to you that you do not already know. For it is you in each moment that is creating this interaction, and the possibility to interact with us in this way.

That said, as the permission slip that we are, we are eager to interact with you and respond to any queries you may have, as well as share with you in this moment of expansion

Q: Can I ask a question now?

V: Yes if there are questions that you have prepared or one that has come to mind we are ready to listen to it,

Q01: I have some questions, I have a question that goes in who am I [ barely audible 09:29 09:29]

V: This is a question that many of you pose, consistently throughout your lives, for it is the question that you have come to answer yourself in this plane, you have come to create who you are and your purpose and your mission, you have come for the game of creating that purpose and mission, to mold that clay, and in part of that environment that you find your lump of clay in, you have adopted a belief that there is some other mission or beingness that you are that is eluding you, it is not. You get to decide who you are in each moment, you get to create who you are in each moment. There is nothing stopping you because you are not fixed. You are not predetermined you are self determined in each moment and while that self determination is indeed in each moment, there is also the paradox of each moment being exactly in place for you to be who you would like to be.
Or to expand towards who you would like to be. Or to discover who you already are. So the question really, and this entire meeting, is the caterpillar on the mushroom in Lewis Carroll's novel, is Alice and Wonderland. Who are you indeed. Alice did not understand the question we believe you are in the phase of your transformation where you begin to understand that the only question can be answered by the only answer and both were in the imagination of Alice. We apologize now if we are now talking as the caterpillar we will try to be more direct.

Alice in Wonderland, was a story of a girl who slips through the rabbit hole to discover herself, only to find at the end of novel that she awakes from a dream, nothing was discovered, and yet she was completely changed, she knew at the end of the dream that she was Alice, but she had always been Alice before and during the dream as well. In you case, in all of your cases the power to dream in in your hands in the same way the power to wake up was in hers and this is your dream, with which you may do however you please, you may create it to be a fantasy or a nightmare, and you may create yourself to be the hero or the victim and we promise you that however you are creating your life, yourself, your dream, the entire universe is hung on the edge of their seats watching and is fascinated by how creative you are and is rooting for you and excited about every twist and turn and every action and inaction that you take. For it is you who is the edge of expansion, so if your mission or purpose in life is simply to exist in order to be the only one of you that ever existed in all of the universe, which is in fact the case, then that is itself is already enough. This is how the universe sees you. At this point we would like to hear what your answer to the question 'Who am I ?' might be.

Q02: Thing is I am searching and maybe i am searching too much, and I get confused where to go and where to look and where to find and I don't know there is too much confusion sometimes so maybe the confusion is who I am... ha ha

V: Perhaps but only if you choose for that to be who you are.

The searching is a role or a identity that you have chosen for this moment. There is nothing incorrect about it, there is nothing wrong about it, it is expanding you in the direction that you are choosing to do in, there is no error in your strategy for moving in the direction that you would like to move in. There is nothing to search for, it's all within you, it's already there. And yet, if you were not searching perhaps you would have nothing else to do. Perhaps you would be so at peace and so free that you would not be entertained by existence. If you were as you were speaking of becoming your own butterfly at this point perhaps there is some idea in your mind that the fun and entertainment that you have had in this searching will come to and end and you may have an attachment to that persona and energy and identity.

Q: But I feel that some part of me that I want to be finished searching or finished with this dream but I can't find what is holding me back from it. Then connecting to the source, or stop this illusion or dream, I feel that that is what I want but I apparently can't do it so.

V: It is not that you can't do it, it is that you also want to not do it. And it is not that we are saying that you are not genuine in your desire, it is that you are also genuine in your desire to be human, your are also genuine in your desire to be relatable to others, you are also genuine in your desire to interact with the world in the way that you see the majority interacting with the world. You would have to if you were at total peace with all things, give up all of your upset, you would have to give up all of your disturbances and perhaps conversations would be difficult with those around you, for when they propose to you all the the horrible things in the world, and you just said I think everything is perfect as it is, well they may not want to interact with you any more as you would not be validating what they have believed for themselves, there is a reason why groups of consciousness that are more peaceful are not choosing to join your terrestrial life at this point, it is not entertaining for one who is at peace to play in the sandbox of humanity perhaps to watch from an external perspective, but there is value in playing in the sandbox of humanity if one is human which you are in part, at least for now. It has been a choice to come to this earth and experience yourself as an individual in a collective that is so confused about the fact is it a collective. And we do not see you [quote unquote 20:04 20:04] not being at peace, as a problem. What we do see to be a problem for you, is that you are not comfortable with not being at peace, you believe that you should be different than you are and we tell you that you should not until you choose, if you choose to change.

Q03: But that's a thing that I don't understand that what is it entirely that don't want that change, that don't want to go that way because I have just decided to go that way so I can't see, I can't see what is holding me and it must be the part I can't see

V: The ironic thing is the only part that cannot see what is it is that is cannot see is the part that would want to see it. The part that is already free does not have any problem with the fact that you do not want to be entirely free. We know that this is hard to digest, for the freeest elements of you have already accepted you as human, they have already accepted you as flawed, what you as a human would considered flawed so if you would like to truly rise beyond your human form and step into that state of bliss and peace a huge aspect of that for you is going to be accepting your humanity and accepting that you are as you are in human form because awareness for example which we know you have access to, does not care if you are triggered, awareness does not care of you are in pain, it does not care if you are enlightened. Awareness is 100% neutral. It has no opinion, it has only love. It accepts all that is exactly as it is. It is only what you are trying to shed, your human form that is upset that you have not shed your human form.

Q: ok. Thats difficult to grasp.

V: Yes. We will simplify, by that saying for you the key words would be acceptance, surrender and faith and that the strong emotion that comes through you when you hear us say those words also needs to be accepted and surrendered to and you may have faith that you in your mind do not know the program and you do not need to know the program for you are 100% in this current now exactly on track, to exactly where you want to be going. There is no rush. You are held by your own intention you are held by the universes collaboration towards your intention. And everytime you put a roadblock a mental roadblock in your path by saying I don't know how to do this, or I can't do this, or I am unable to do this, all these thoughts that arrive for you, the universe just goes around them, your intention just goes over and Yes, perhaps it takes slightly longer but it does not matter it is ok that you have put those roadblocks. Eventually you will figure out that it's useless to do so and you will stop doing it. Instead of saying 'I can't do this', you will say 'This is happening naturally all around me.' instead of saying I don't know how to do this, you can say,' I don't need to know how to do this, it's happening', 'I am arriving at freedom, I am arriving at understanding and knowing.' It's not your job, you as the human, the most efficient thing you can do is allow yourself to be carried beautifully by life. Focusing all your attention and energy into self acceptance into healing of any wounds that you may have or misunderstandings that you may have picked up. There is really nothing for the person to do except experience and expand. [26:16 26:16]

Q: I would say, I take that [ not audible]

V: You know you do.

Q: hee hee

Q04: At this time I have very difficult breathing properly. Can you help me find out what is blocking my breathing ?

V: We do not see any medical reason nor specific emotional influence that would prevent you from breathing. But we do see, and it may or may not be related a readiness for letting go for exhaling of what has come before on a more profound level. Breathing is how the soul connects to the body, you are being told to slow down and spend more time with your body, and to not have fear for this what you believe to be restriction or difficulty. May we ask how you feel about this restriction ?

Q: It's like I can't take any inspiration probably, I can't take the air inside me it's like I can't breathe deep enough and not take [respiration <- not audible really]

V: We can see how this will clear as you surrender, as you allow life to breathe for you, it is the same as we were speaking of earlier, it is not you who has to breathe, it is your body, this involves you giving up some control, your body is able without your help as a person, as a mind to provide enough oxygen to all of it's cells - whether or not you believe it's doing it efficiently. And your body is asking you by proposing you discomfort or drawing attention to your nature of controlling or trying to control it's functions, and being preoccupied when you cannot, that you are safe to let go of this preoccupation, you are safe to allow it to have what seems to be restrictive breathing at this time. And to surrender into it, of course that said, if you do believe at any time you do believe you are not receiving enough oxygen in your cells we suggest that you make way to get aid from those who can help you with this. But it is your body talking to you. It is showing you in it's way things that are occurring in your mental space, your emotional space as well. You are all connected. And we would say simply do not fear it, instead communicate with it. Ask it what is it trying to tell you, the insights you find from your own vocabulary as it speaks back to you will be far stronger to anything that we can say to you at this time.

Have you asked yourself ?

Q: Not that actually no. I can do that.

V: yes [32:42 32:42]

Q: Yes it probably has something to do with the controlling. not believing that I can do it.
Ok.

Q: I have another question.

V: yes

Q05: Yeah, and I was thinking about if there is any things that I can forgotten, develop more in my some skills or things I can do more in my service to others regarding the people who come to me for help ? Is there anything I don't use now that I can better of doing or develop ? Maybe I don't believe in myself enough for the skills I have to help.

V: Perhaps. The skills you already have are sufficient, you are not needed for your skills you are needed for the contracts that you have made with each and every one that you serve that are soul contracts that are set in place before you even have the possibility of meeting any of these beings, if there was one skill that we would suggest to anyone it would be to interact with each and every one of your other-selves with the knowledge that you have come to a previous loving agreement with that being to play certain roles to either stimulate or comfort or aid or be aided by or to teach or learn, etc but that you have a binding contract with each and every being that you come into contact with and that each and every being that you come into contact with is another version of you and therefore is on the other end of that contract as you. We believe that one of the most important skills moving forward in humanity will be the skill of understanding the nature of oneness and unity and that there is no service higher than seeing each and every other self as yourself. This is indeed a skill for you for there is so much conditioning, within your human experience and the raising from the childhood that is would require in an entire new schooling to deprogram everything that was programmed into you, but if you are truly in desire of being of to service to others and sharing skills and having a purpose and meaning in humanity at this time, this transition, then cultivating within yourself any manner that brings you closer to unity consciousness and further from separation consciousness which is what many of what you are practicing at this time. Then this will be not only service to others, but service to all. It does require being diligent with every thought and action that one partakes in, even those that are passive, you are connected not only to the person that you have in front of you but each and every person who has produced your food, your clothing, the streets that you walk upon. And too as you said, have confidence in this skill, should you choose to develop it will be a gift to humanity. And if this is the role that you choose to take on for yourself then all of humanity is within your debt and it is your merit every positive act that comes herefor. We will not suggest that you take another course in healing or learn about more crystals or something along those lines because we believe as you tread the path of unity, you will naturally be drawn to each and every one of the skills that is necessary for you to be your highest version and highest self based upon the passions that run through you and your own desires. And everything else is secondary.

Q: Thank you.
V: Thank you.

Q06: I have a question about, when or how to know the right decision to make when I want to make some new changes. Like changing jobs and the human job [ Not audible in parts] Maybe just to wait to feel it that's just what I have to do.

V: [39:48 39:48]
Yes, it returns to your level of faith, you are safe to have faith that when the decision comes to you, because in the end it is not your decision it is the decision of all the moving parts whether it is your mind, your body, your emotions these are all moving parts of your being, including your soul. And when they come into alignment, or they line up, we will avoid the word alignment because there are connotations that it is something that one must do on their own, but we will say that this is a mechanism a machine, and it is moving and you have given it the input of there is a decision to be made and when these parts align the decision will be made, it is not you who is marking the decision in the way that you are identifying yourself with now. It is not your mind that has to make a decision and the pressure you are feeling to make a decision is being created by the same mind that is feeling to make the decision all by itself, it is trying to take the credit for something that is not it's doing, The mind is trying to take credit for the eventual decision but it is not the mind that decides. So if you are able allow the mind to rest in not knowing in the wonderment or existance.

Have you decided yet ?
I don't know.

Q; ha ha hee. I don't know if I have decided. Probably if I decided I would be taking action

V: so the decision will surprise you when it occurs. All the parts moving as they are will eventually line up and a door unlock and they are in movement. Have faith in the movement, you will not be in an uncomfortable state of limbo for all of eternity, you will be in an uncomfortable state of limbo for exactly the right amount of time that you need to be to learn that there is no discomfort in limbo, perhaps none of this is about the decision at all, perhaps all of it a way of teaching you to let go and to surrender. It is all orchestrated by you and for you.

Q: ha hee Yes, I get that.

V: We feel you do not give yourself enough credit you do not stop long enough to look at the marvelous creation that is your life. [43:13 43:13] not we are not talking about gratitude we are talking about the intricacy of how everything fits together to bring you exactly what you want in the most surprising way, because you claim you want soul expansion you claim you want to remove your distortions.And then your life provides you with an intricacy 43:39 that is doing exactly what it is you are asking it to do. So if all else fails and you do not find yourself able to surrender, look at how detailed it is, how every hair on every arm of every being that you come in contact with exists only because your perception put it there. Every problem that you have exists only for you to solve. It is really a miracle and a marvel and it is because you are such a powerful creator that you are able to do that. We are of course talking about all humans and all of their circumstances how everything is always working out for everyone but if you cannot hold on to anything in your moments of doubt then at least have a look at how each moment is being placed underneath your feet as you are walking. What magic is that.[44:51 44:51] Somehow you always are where you are, if it like you are walking on thin air and the world keeps getting created one second before you arrive into it. And it's guaranteed, you cannot exist without this process happening, you are creating it, the computer that you are, the consciousness that you are, is never lagging. there is never a pause where you are waiting for your bathroom door to render. There is no delay in the sounds from your television because there is some sort of glitch. Unless there actually is a glitch in your television of course. Perhaps focusing on this in these moments will allow you to remember that you are safe to surrender, you are safe to allow this miracle to occur around you and once you understand that you are safe that you understand that it is happening whether or not you are dragging yourself through it, at that point the question of who am I will be easy to answer because you will believe that you are creating it moment to moment. And then you can really decide as our friend has suggested, through writing down what you would like, who you would like to be, who you would like to be and then simply be her. [46:42 46:42]

Q; It is simple ?

V: Yes.

Q: ha ha ha when you say, and it is.

V: Yes

And it will be simple when you say it is simple.

Q: Yes I will do that. Thank you so much.
V: Thank you. We have complete faith.

Q07: And last thing I think is to think about is a bit about the world today and how is there anything, what is needed to end all this how it is things are, when or how to say the questions that is there anything or how we are to end all this craziness ? [barely audible 48:05 48:05]

V: What is occurring now, on your planet. First we will say that there is never not been chaos where you humans are involved or what you call chaos. it is constant chaos, it is one chaos after another chaos but this why you are here, this is why you are human it is part of your nature, to cause catalyst for yourself for expansion. But back to the question.

What is happening on your planet now it happening because you have requested it, you have requested circumstance that was both severe enough and mild enough so that many or more of you could be stimulated into taking choices in their lives, taking choices as to who they would like to be, taking choices that perhaps they had not thought about when they were more comfortable and making changes, this is because of your nature of desiring of expansion, your seeking nature your searching nature. You called to creation to existence to yourselves a manifestation that would provide you with what you needed to motivate you into movement, towards what you wanted, which was more of yourselves.

You did not call into your experience a total global disaster which has had potential in the past and you do as a species have the capability of simply creating all on your own, but you did not choose that you chose a challenge you chose a challenge that would force you either to unite or separate and at the moment what we are calling chaos, what you are calling chaos is the snow globe of existence being shaken up by the catalyst and the snow or sprinkles or sparkles settling again. There is both separation and unity in expansion at this time. They are not polar because unity includes separation so it is not one or the other. Unity encompasses both. When those who are choosing unity understand that unity accepts separation as well, then they will have taken another step closer towards true unity, true understanding. And example of this will be if someone is focused on love and light and bliss and unity and yet is critical of those who are fearful and focused on separation at this time they are not quite exactly where they need to be for unity to be all encompassing/ The catalyst the situation that you have asked for has given many of you who are normally oriented towards service, the opportunity to look at where you are needing to do further healing where you are needing to do further work on yourselves so that you truly can be of service to all. It is a beautiful time. For you because you have opportunity in each moment, to believe that your are right or righteous or to accept that you are one, there is no righteousness in unity. There is no correct or incorrect. There is only pure acceptance, surrender and love. [52:15 52;15]

What would it take for the chaos to end ? You would take no longer seeing it as chaos.
Because in unity there is no such thing. There is only what is in front of your face. What is needed in that moment, and the love for every single situation and circumstance and entity involved in it. Without separation there is no chaos, because all is accepted and all is loved all experiences are valuable, all beings are valued. Then you would not even need circumstances to change to feel complete peace and freedom and bliss, because each and every one of you, there would already be that freedom, love and bliss and then anything could happen externally. And you would know that that too was simply love expressing itself. Nothing is out of place, it only seems to be because of what is out of place in you. And we have absolute faith in all of you because for every conversation that we have like this with you, you are an individual, you are having it energetically with everyone else. If this leaves and impact on you and you leave an impact on them and you hand in hand decide that it has been enough of fighting it has been enough of separating, it has been enough of right and wrong polarity, you simply begin to see the beauty all around you, then it is a chain reaction, we have absolute faith in humanity.

Q: So that is [custom ? 54:46 54:45]

V: Indeed.

Q: Nice, thank you.

V: Yes. Nice to say and true.

Q: I think that was the end of my questions.

V: We are glad, we are hoping that there has been some clarity or there will be as this transmission continues to permeate between any and all of our words, there is information, information packets that are specific to you that will help you because of the intention of the questions that you ask them, to resolve them within yourself. And as you hold those questions in your mind, if they are not yet resolved, you too have access to infinite intelligence, universal consciousness and as you ask them over and over, consciously with intention to yourself, then they will begin to dissolve into the answers that you are looking for [56:18 56:18]

Q: It has been really really nice to hear you say all this.

V: It has been our absolute pleasure conversing with you. We send you the light of a thousand suns. Anainai.