V: Good Day to you.
Q: Good day,
V: It is a pleasure to be meeting with you in this manner in this now.

We have honored that you have chosen to spend any small portion of your precious time, with us in this way, to focus, on your own and the collective expansion.
We are pleased to interact and dialogue with you in any form that you choose during this precious time together.

Q: Thank you.
I have a question
V: Yes
Q About last night, I was with a dear one who is fighting her transition and I felt, her name is Sandy, and I don't know if I need to give you any background, or can I just tell you what happened last night, and what my question is ?

V: You may share with us what you feel is pertinent to share, it is not necessary

Q01:0k.I wanted to soothe her because I felt I could almost see the energy pouring out of her head like heat waves off hot pavement, and it it felt like she was having some kind of a battle or internal dialogue and she has been, it seems to be the two of us, who are close to her, it seems like she is fighting transitioning and I wonder if you could shine some light on what it was I witnessed last night. Or yeah.


V: As you know, each and every one of you is in contract and dance with each otherself, that one can perceive of in their reality. What seems to you to be a struggle or suffering or resistance may not in fact be. Instead could be the final gift that your beloved is leaving to you as a lesson for it is the case that what one can perceive can only ever be seen through the lens of their own eye. And in this case the word eye is both the physical apparatus which which one sees and the personality structure and complex and emotional, mental and etheric bodies that make up the completeness of your being as an individuation.

So the experience or what you have seen in terms of energy leaving or what you are framing as difficult perhaps or unnecessary perhaps in terms of fighting what is inevitable, is coming from your own perception of it. Now, as all realities are possible and all realities are occurring in this simultaneous moment, you are accurate in your assessment of your perception at all times. So if your perception is that there is unnecessary struggle in these ending moments, then in that perception you are correct.

However, that is a perception. that comes with its conditioning, your conditioning throughout your entire life, your own beliefs about death and transition, your own beliefs about this friend and your relationship. Your beliefs about the body and occurrences at the end of physical housing of what is called the soul. And it is equally easy to choose or shift or perceive of one of the myriad of other realities which could be that there is no struggle, that the timing is perfect, that there are lessons that she is wanting to learn through this experience, and that there is actually nothing wrong. Likewise there is the probability that this witnessing on your part, of this circumstance, is a gift that this being has given to you for you to be able to re-evaluate what it is you choose to believe about these subjects and to see what it is that you currently believe about them, even though from what we can tell - you have a quite clean belief system about these topics.

There is perhaps something more that you want to explore and that this friendship or this relationship is giving you window onto, at this time. In terms of the energetic transformation at the end of life stages, yes there are those of you who can see although it is not actually seeing from the typical physical human standpoint the energies leaving or departing from the physical vehicle and this can be both spontaneous and in one direct moment, like a break or it can be as well, a faucet that is dripping. [15:17 15:17]

Q: uhhh. Is that what it was ? That kind of makes sense.

V: Yes, that is more the case, and we will point you back to the fact that the reason why it is not a quick break and it more of a faucet in this case, is because it perfect for it to function in that way. For some reason, that at this moment in time, you do not know but your higherself and their higher self and everyone involved in the lives that are interwoven between all of you, including all of existence, does.

Q: Well I , I feel that I have kind of becomes some what dis-entangled with her life in the past, 5 years, but there's another person involved in this relationship, there is a relationship among the three of us, this other person I feels maybe there is some it has more to do with the two of them, than it does with me, although I do believe Sandy, the one who is the dripping faucet, that is such a good, perfect description, is is giving us, there are gifts,in this for sure, for sure. So, my challenge is to, I don't want to, she is very very very afraid of covid, and I don't feel that way and I would like to take a trip in another month and get on a plane, and I am afraid, I am concerned that that might be damaging to her emotionally that she, she is quite fragile emotionally and so I am wrestling with that, not wanting to cause her undue, stress at what appears to be the end of her life time - so I am kind of mixed up about that, if you have any input that would be great.

V: Yes, we will address the relationship, the triad that you referred to earlier. [17:53 17:53] It is possible that you are a mediator then, for the third person to learn through the experience of being a witness of this end of life process. And a witness of your solid nature in facing it. So in effect, you and Sandy are a tag team to present the catalyst and the solution to this third entity, who is choosing to learn whether or not they will choose the path of continuing with their biases and pre-conceived notions of what is life and death. Or if they will take this experience and expand to a more holistic or serving belief system after this experience and this is often the case in group dynamics where there are many lessons being learnt simultaneously and all in service to one another.

Q: uh huh

V: With regards to your query about wanting to follow something that is in you desire and having the preoccupation that it could be damaging to the emotional well-being of another, a loved one. [19:18 19:18] One can pause and reflect upon the deeper situations or story lines , that are playing out beneath, the human drama, which is, there is a being who has deep fear, and will if you were to travel, have the opportunity to face this fear and their own emotions about the fear. Yes it is an end of life situation, and we absolutely empathize with the concept of not wanting to cause undue suffering at this time, but it could also be that this perfect configuration of circumstances and beings and desires that[ are stemming up within you, 20:10 20:10] are in place specifically because this being has some more expansion that they want to undertake, during this lifetime. So in a months time, when this opportunity for you to follow your desires, and dreams, goals, and wishes, arises, if you are to renounce that opportunity in order to preserve a state of equilibrium, emotionally for another self, believing that you are of service to them, the reality of the situation may be that you are actually not in service to their highest good. You cannot actually know what is of service to the highest good of another being, aside from what is occurring in this moment. For whatever is occurring in the life of each and every one of you is what is currently in the highest good for your higher being. Whether that looks like suffering, or horrors upon your planet, or not, there is no judgment. Whatever is, is what you have come here to learn from.

Q: Right

V: [21:32 21;32] It is your choice then, to do with as you see fit with the circumstances that are in front of you. And your friend has the free will to be absolutely thrilled with you that you have this opportunity to continue to living your life to the fullest, as they are on their way to other adventures.

Or, they can take this as a person front to what is happening in their emotional state of being, and choose to hate you for their final days, and then have to learn whatever it is they wanted to learn in this experience at some later point in this simultaneously now.

Q: ok

V: [22:18 22:18] The way that u can be sure that your desires and actions are in alignment with the highest good of all other beings is if your intentions come from love and your own inner calling towards joy, peace, and fulfillment as you own incarnation. Which, it sounds to us as if this is the case. The only reason why you would refrain from your passion would be to spare her from what you perceive as maybe harmful to them.

Q; Right, Ok Thank you.
When I started to pull out of my deep involvement within this relationship she was very very resistant and it was quite a unpleasant time and this happened about 4 months ago. But I just felt I had to speak my truth and she fought it for a while and then she completely stopped so I, this is another example of me doing something like that, but it fills me with some kind of dread – how she's been such a powerful influence in my life for over 30 years... and getting out of that into my own truth more, is has been quite, an event for me. I must say, so this feels like part of it.

V: Yes that is beautiful, and all the more reason to have gratitude and appreciation, for this being in your life,

Q: Well she is remarkable.

V: And giving you the opportunity to challenge yourself and break through some fears or boundaries that you believe the self to have. And heal some of the core wounds, or collective wounds, that you as an incarnation have chosen to bring into this experience.

Q02: Well speaking of what I have chosen to bring into this individuation, information and energy, is there anything you can tell me about that ?
It feels like I am really stepping into something with this energy healing that I am doing and it pretty exciting is there anything you can tell me about that, that at this point ?

V: We can tell you that if it is exciting, it is the right direction and that is the way that you will know that it is the direction to go in. You may have faith in this excitement, you may have faith in what you are doing, we can see in you, as well as in many with whom we talk, that their is doubt, because you are on the forefront or on the edge of the unknown, most time according to your common collective or at least societal agreements. The reason why you are on the edge is because the current configuration of your collective agreements, or societal agreements, is too small to contain the expansion of consciousness that is currently occurring and so, it is safe to push that boundary, it is safe to make others uncomfortable, it is safe to stand in your truth, it is safe to practice what you know to be, the correct, action for you in your heart. And safe to feel the fear, the anxiety, discomfort that comes with being completely new in every new moment. Because this is actually the way the new human will live. There will be no daily routine on a daily basis for 80 years and then until one dies. There will be the new you in every moment as it is as the reality of it is, for this repetition is the illusion. Every thing you are doing, including going to the toilet is always a miraculous new thing that is happening to you. But as a society you have come to be led to believe, or have chosen to believe that every day is the same. Your history, in the current now, and most recent historical events, are showing you that your routine and everything you believe to be as it is, was just a beautiful picture an illusory picture painted over the reality that change is the only constant.

Q: Right. oh I believe that. [27:28 27:28]

Q03: So I When I am, when I do my I call it 'heart sync', this energy work that I do, sometimes my head starts to buzz, and sometimes, like am I working with other beings, am I working with my higher self, I am not working I am playing, like I just feel it'so exciting to me and sometimes I get sometimes I see beings and so, can you tell me anything about them ?

V: Yes you can trust that and we will let you in on a little secret, that there is no time or space that you are ever not working with higher beings or your higher self.

Q: Right

V: 28:21 28:21 Every moment at every time, you are as is all, working in a synchronistic collaboration with all the non-physical and physical beings that are all around you. That is how existence works. You are at this time, tapping into an awareness of this natural working together. And being able to consciously work with this energy or with this tapestry, And, as we said, you may have faith in what you are seeing and feeling, as you continue to have faith in what you are seeing and feeling and hearing or not hearing. Then you will come to deeper clarity within yourself as to what is – we do not want to use the word “real” because it is all real – and reality is not the scope, but, what is present for you. you will have clarity on what is present for you. And as you gain clarity on what is present for you, the search for meaning of what is present for you will naturally fall away and you will begin to understand your role in that tapestry, and how it all connects together in service to other selves. [30:00 30:00]

Q: Right, I know that I am in service, and I know what my vibration helps lift other people vibration. Even if I am not doing my energy healing, I just know - I just feel this energy that I have.

V: Yes

Q: And I helped a friend transition recently, and I am wondering if that is one specific area that I am - I don't know, I don't like to use the word destined,but it is a direction of helping people transition, that interests me, especially given this recent experience that I had, or was that just another gift from my higher self to show me the limitlessness of this energy healing, energy playing.

V: In the end you get to choose which of these two options is more relevant to you, and you have the option also assign any infinite numbers of other answers to this query. We will however say that if something is not relevant to you as a theme, it does not appear to you in an incarnation, so for the billions of people on your planet, there will be some who have the inkling that perhaps they are here to help with transition or that form of energy guidance and billions and billions of others who do not. Why do some of these have this, particular inkling others not, because for those it is a possibility of an option for them to choose.Whereas others, it is simply not, it is not in their interest group. So your higher self, soul, or inner being, has a collection of attributes or interests that are more predominant than others, and the ones that are more relevant to you or predominant, to that soul, do appear in your life as circumstances or objects that draw your attention. So our advice would be if it feels good and exciting, to continue exploring that direction, then go ahead and do so because it would not be in your field or awareness all if it was not for you.

Q; Ok, That make sense. [33:02 33:02]

Q04: I am wondering about some physical issues, I believe that physical issues, are a reflection of inner imbalance. And my specific concern at this point if I am, I have, I really want to live to be 100. I am having a wonderful time. I'm having some peripheral nephropathy or some numbness, or cold in my shins or in my lower legs and I am wondering, Is that, is there something I am resisting ? Is there something I am blocking, what message is there with that and what can I do about that ?


V: 33:48 23:48] We will say that the physical vessel is always working in your favor, we do not perceive of anything specific, that is causing the discomfort at this time. On a emotional level, when people have perhaps chronic ailments, or something that they cannot understand and have done the inner work, to try to resolve, your body is working for you and therefore, it is possible that these information pathways are in place at this time to cause you discomfort so that you will take a different action than you normally would have if you have not had this discomfort.

Q: Right

V: [35:12 35::12] There may be a circumstance on your horizon that would require you to not be in a certain place or not take a certain action, for you highest benefit. And this discomfort is the excuse for you to not take that action or that direction.

Q: huh. Ok, well something to think about.


Q05: Speaking of physical issues, would you be able to take a look at my little dog ? He has digestive issues and he will go, and he won't eat for a day and he will eat the next day and he has trouble with his bowels and I don't know if I am not feeding him the right things, or is he picking up on my stress about my friend who is slowily dying. Or is there something I can do for him in terms of supplements, or treatments or diet.

V: yes your,

Q: Stanley is his name

V: [36:35 36:35] Your canine companions are very good at temporarily absorbing energies in the same way that your own physical apparatus does, to then defer them from your emotional state. So yes we do see some inflammation because of the added emotional energy or we would not say emotional energy, we would say, turbulent movement of energy that is not normally your resting state in your being and environment. There is nothing at this time that is arising for us to share particularly in terms of supplements. Apart from perhaps the animal finding a new location for sleeping at night. We do not know if this is clear to you.

Q; yes you know he is not a snuggler, and I like to be close to him but he doesn't like it.
I guess when he was young he didn't have a good experience with people. Ok. yeah

V: This will resolve some of the trouble at this time.

Q: Ok Thank you very much for that.

Q06: Can you shed a little bit of light on, I had a close friendship with someone probably for a couple of years, and it helped me sort of pull away from my attachment to Sandy and helped me realize you know there might at some point, it might be ok for me to have another relationship or anyway, its sort of opened me up. Now this person Nancy, is very sick with covid and she just pretty much stopped our friendship in it's tracks and once again, you know I hear somebody who is sick and I also think that It might have been, I might have set this up to avoid going any further into something that probably wouldn't have worked out well if she had wanted to pursue our friendship to another level is there anything you can tell me about that ?

V: 40:10 40:10 Well you have just outlined absolutely everything we could have possibly said about that.

Q: So did my higher self have to make it that drastic in order for me to to get me to finally let go, and is she gone, is she just that, is she, I don't understand from her point of view what happened to her, it's just like she. I don't know.

V: [40:41 40:41] It is a collaboration between your higher selves to have come to this form of agreement. It doesn't not have anything to do with your worthiness, or how much the friendship meant to her or how much benefit she was obtaining from the friendship. At times you are inspired to take actions or to cease taking, and there is no clear explanation within oneself as to why there has been this sudden decision. And you humans are very creative in coming up with excuses for why the decision has been made.

For example someone could go for lunch with their dearest friend of 10 years and at the end of the meal, their friend has not offered to pay the bill, and the friendship is broken. and the one who is offended by this action will claim for the rest of their time on this planet that the reason why they are no longer friends, is because they didn't pay the bill and they are so selfish and they always think of themselves and they are not generous, of whatever they want to attribute to that experience, but what has really happened is the experience has unfolded because the two higher selves have made an agreement prior to that moment to no longer interact in that way for whatever myriad of reasons. And they needed some excuse to break that connection to both continue upon higher paths for each of them.

Q: uh huh

V: [42:39 42:39] It does not mean that they do not love each other on the highest level, for they are both the same. But it does mean that in this current incarnation there is a breaking of the time-space shared between them and this may be temporary. So u your question as to whether or not that just is the the end of that story, the answer is – time will tell. And it will be, again, a mutual agreement on the parts of your higher selves to allow yourselves to see the reality of your relationship which is that no matter the external situation,or how much time you spend together, or whether or not you are this, that or the other thing, that you are love. Each and every one of you is.

Q: We got so close, I mean we shared so intimately, and then all of a sudden she just, it's like she just , and I felt like a teenager who'd been dumped with no explanation. I felt really hurt for a while, but I mean, I do have enough understanding to believe that I called it in too, I co-created it, so I guess she was just the one who initiated it.

V: [44:06 44:06] Yes, and from your last statement, we gather that you do not feel it is ok to feel that hurt.

Q: Well. I didn't, and I wanted her to explain to me what was going on, but then I didn't feel, I mean it was so obvious, energetically she was just not there, not interested and so I felt, I felt sort of helpless, and really struggled with it, but also I am aware, that the people we both were, back when we were really really close, right before covid, if those two versions of ourselves had connected, it wouldn't have worked, I mean connected in a closer relationship, so I mean she may very well be totally committed now to the relationship she was trying to figure out. I guess I would sort of like to know that is she were. I don't know, anyway, she picked covid. To slow down and figure everything out, and I don't know if she has or not.

V: We understand the confusion. We would like to propose to you that there are what youu like to call on earth“soul mates” and that the term is not understood in the way that it is actually playing out. For it is often the case that the ones who hurt you or leave you in this similar type of confusion are those who have given you a great opportunity to work through some of the spaces where you are wanting to love yourself more.

Q: Got it.

V: 46:18 46:18] And it is their action of what seems to be abandonment that is the loving act of giving you the opportunity to dive deeper into your own journey.
Because if they were to be with you at this time, by your side, they would be filling gaps with their presence that they would rather you have the possibility of filling on your own. These beings come and go in your lives and if you have the wisdom to see how it is often more loving to not be with someone than it is to be with them, Then you can get past the stories and circumstances and get back to simply loving the person, even if it means doing so from a distance. While at the same time understanding that it has nothing to do with your worthiness, or something that happened, or some other action or person that infiltrated your relationship, or some external aspect. But relationships on a higher level are far more loving than you humans can understand them to be, because often you are only looking at the surface value of them. You might be with someone for 15 years and they have been there through every meals, and every evening stroll and who yet never loved you the way that perhaps someone you've met for a brief period, who has left you with confusion, had loved you.

Q: laughing... thank u that was beautiful. I do know all that, I do now that, but I like the way you phrased all and supported it. Thank you that was good.

Q07:So I am facinated by other energies, extra dimensional energies, the beings that I see when I go to the beach every day and I bring in energy and so what I close my eyes I can, sometimes I see these inner beings and I do, is there as certian group that I am working with or that like to visit me or whoever happens to be there.

V: 49:1049:10] you have specific connections with certain beings or being groups, yes, but are not ones to linger too long on this argument for we find that is creates distraction in your mental bodies and we would suggest the focus to be more on an energetic and emotional level. We'll bring you back again to having faith in what you see as you continue to have faith, because the beings that you are interacting with have such high esteem for the free will, you will only be given the information that you are needing as needed and as asked for. So we suggest that if you do have deep curiosity, about this interaction, that you have enough faith and courage to discuss it with them directly. And you will have the answers that you wish to have.

Q: Yes. Thats it exactly, thank you because I was going to ask you, It does feel to me lately, life in the last 6 months as I am thinking more about this. almost feels like I am channeling – when I just start to talk about something, is that in fact what is happening?

V: Yes

Q: and would that be my higher self or it could be any number of sources.

V: You may ask directly and you will have an answer.

Q: yeah, I will ask them

Q08: I have seen some light language on the internet and on facebook and it looks a lot like some of the doodling that I used to do when I was a kid, and I thought I was a terrible doodler, because it was always these weird little zig zaggy lines and little circles, is that what I was doing as a kid, younger.

V: Yes, if you had the inspiration for those shapes and images then yes.

Q; yes, they kind of were. Yeah.

Q09: I wonder if you could tell me just physically, for my purposes, I have, I have lost weight again and I am very very very happy with my body and how it's working except for arthritis, which I am somewhat curious about. But it there any thing if you were to do a quick peek, is there anything that I may be having too much of in my diet, or that I am not having enough of in my diet.

V: [52:45 52:45] ] There's a suggestion to consume more potassium and iron. And to if possible eliminate dairy.

Q: oh eliminate dairy. ha ah ha well that may not be too hard, what is the dairy doing ?

V: It is not that we have clear cause and effect, at this time on this question, we simply has a scan of your body and listened to it.

Q: Sure.

V: With your abilities and energetic possibilities, you too can perform this scan, or simply experiment with the suggestions and see if there's any improvement on your sense of vitality, and reduction in inflammation.

Q: yeah well that,s the thing. because it's the arthritis thats becoming a problem, so the dairy may be linked to that, as well as the potassium and the iron.

V: Yes the dairy was communicated, during a scan intestine and as you know there is a connection between the intestine and inflammation in the system.

Q: Right. Ok.

Q10: So is this incarnation, I decided to come in, into a female body with not particularly feeling like a female, was it, did I want to learn more compassion and softness and learn more about love, that's my take on it.

V: [55:29 55:29] Yes and we would also add that there is no “feeling like a female”. If you are a female, then however you feel is female.

Q: laughing..well I guess, ok

V: [ 55:34 55:34] The reason perhaps why there are more beings incarnating with this choice of theme or path is to break the previous conceptions that are confused. As we mentioned earlier as a painting laid over reality as opposed to reality. That there is a way or homogenious way that anything should be. For if your body is female, you are female no matter what you do with your body. Whether you feel female or not, the concept of female is the problem, not the body or how you feel. The concept is the

Q: yes because when I was a kid I used to wake up, go to sleep wishing I would wake up and be a boy and I completely forgot about that until about a year ago.

V: Yes but you would have had to have had a concept of what a boy is before having wished to have wake up as one.

Q: yes or a flawed concept of what a girl was.

V: Exactly. And it is a flawed concept between the sexes, or the configurations of body types because there is no possibility to group half of the population into one configuration of how to be, and group the other half into another configuration – and make everything so black and white. It is not about sexuality, not about identity, it is that there is no separation between these two body types. There IS no male or female.

Q: Yeah, I feel perfectly at peace now, and I am very grateful for that,so I was just curious


Q11: So as we are coming to the end of the time, is there anything you might be able to tell me about this energy healing that I am embarking into, anything that you could tell in in terms of what I am doing to hinder it or any tips about or just anything that you might be able to share with me that I might find interesting ?

V: The greatest skill that one can develop when working with energies is to allow the mind to step out of the way, when performing these practices. When not performing these practices, you specifically may find it helpful to study various modalities of energy healing that are already available, for it is the case with energy healing that one is not learning energy healing, one is remembering how to heal with energy. And perhaps in studying some modalities while practicing your own, you will remember what you have been taught in the past – which is also the present – and tap into all those multitudes of versions of you [59:34 59:34] who are currently, and in the past, already experts in what it is that you are attempting to, or are currently creating. And as you step out of the way, to remain in faith and know that it is not really about you, rather you are an instrument to the energy, the energy is not your instrument.

Q: Right, I understand that. I think the question for me, when I learned how to just tap into the, into the zero point field, I did not want to put any process in place, I did not want to jump in and make any and direct it in any way, I just wanted to get out of the way and see what would come up. So I guess I have shied away from studying anything that anything else because I did not want to put any rules in place for myself, because the free wheeling I have been doing has been, has kind of uncovered things along the way, but now you are saying there is still some benefit to see what else is going on, I think that is what you mean.

V: [ 1:01:00 1:01:00] There is benefit, in that you will remember more of your own choices. You may see that there are rituals that are not your preference or modalities which are not your preference. But as you see what is not your preference, you will remember what is.

Q: Ok.

V: You can pick and choose and find your own road without having any fear of being conditioned by any of these other beings and the way that they are presenting the same work. For, as you know, in the same way that any scripture can be over-interpreted, and loses complete meaning of it's words, any modality can be completely perverted into a series of rituals and rigid guidelines. But you are now at the point where you have enough belief in yourself and in what you are doing, to not be swayed by the guidelines or rituals and to be able to extract the fundamental basics of any of these modalities, to be able to learn faster. You asked about whether there was any resistance or something you could do to learn faster. There's absolutely no need to learn or perform faster than what you are doing. The path is perfect and you are going at the perfect speed, but if your excitement is to accelerate and perhaps enhance what you are already working upon, then there is no harm and there is some benefit in researching what it is you would be brought to that is related to this topic.

Q:Well I think I will just be open to it. I will just be open, thank you. I will open up to it and see what there is.

V: This opening will bring u only what will serve u.

Q: yes, absolutely. I'm really pretty happy to be alive I got to say, and so muchI appreciate spending time with u. I will really look forward to reading over the transcript of this.


V: As do we. We very much sense this energy from you and it is refreshing, It does bode well for your species. And we have likewise enjoyed this dialogue, it has been our pleasure.

Q: I will talk to you at the beach.

V: Yes, we will see you there.
And now we leave you with the light of a thousand suns - Anainai [1:03:46 1:03:46]