V: [04:034:03] Welcome we are pleased to see a familiar face. ha ha
Q01: Is there anything you would like to share with me ?

V: Turtles. We see a row of turtles or tortoises, this may already have some relevance or will shortly have some relevance, as per confirmation of some other aspect of the conversation we are about to have.

Q: I am not prepared with many questions, I am just open to receive whatever it is I need to know that prompted me to speak with you.

V: What you are wanting to learn is that there is nothing you need to know.

Q: ah ha

V: There are many sources also very powerful sources of information available to you, at this time, at this crossroads, you have many beings both physical and non physical who are willing and able to give you direction, however all of the direction that any of these beings could give you is not yet your direction, for your direction can only be given to you by yourself.

Q: uhm

V: This does not mean that you have to discount any of the information that they are giving to you, for as you know, they are creations of your consciousness, and their advice and or guidance, are suggestions of you to yourself, that you believe you need to make to yourself through an external or seeming external source so as, to be able to either negate or accept those pieces of information trying them on so to speak,

Q: uhm

V: for once you have tried on, these pieces of information they belong to you, they become like items in your wardrobe, things that you then will feel that you have to wear, and so you are in someways window shopping, playing what does this feel like, what does this look like on me, because you know that soon you will have to make a commitment, to what you believe yourself to be, or you believe you will have to make a commitment, the commitment is only, in as much until you make the next choice. [07:51 07:51]

Q02: uhhmm [08:19 08:19] How do I know what my highest frequency timeline is when I am making a choice, in the moment.

V: Because you are on it. You cannot not be on your timeline. There are parallel timelines, you can jump timelines, however the timeline you jump to is always the correct timeline.

Q: uhm

V: Even if there could be a comparison between timelines, on a subjective level, which in theory you humans being so unbelievably subjective are capable of judging what is not, in comparison to what is, which when you actually look at that, makes absolutely no sense, because how can you possibly compare, what is with something that does not exist, all that exists is.

There is another version on each of you, on each of your parallel timelines, and you are not thinking large enough, for every parallel timeline that you have also includes every version of you that is not the you than you currently believe yourself to be. As in not the you with the body, that you currently have, [ 09:35 09:35] not you with the personality that you currently have, not you with the mind you currently have, not you with the brain you currently have, the circumstance you currently have, and even the species you currently have, [09:47 09:47]

So how could you in whatever form you believe yourself to be possibly jump
to the highest timeline, which is probably a timeline in which you are a speck of dust in the ether.

Q: uhm

V: From the perspective of an individual in your existence, as you as, you cannot be on the highest timeline, or rather you cannot be off the highest timeline, you are already always on the highest timeline, when you are making choices which was the original question, and so we will get back to it.

[10:38 10:38] You can trust the mechanisms that you were created with in your physical vessel, to make choices more so than you can trust your mind, to make choices, and the faith that you will gleen from understanding, that you cannot make the wrong choice will allow you the freedom to make the choice that is correct for you even if the circumstances arrive at an end result that does not seem to be you preferred state at that time.

Q: ha hmmmm

V: We feel that your current understanding is closing you into less liberation than you would have if you understood or if you, when you, can feel that the choices are always going to be correct, it allows you the freedom, of truly choosing based upon your heart, your gut, and even your thoughts at times, but if there is a concern on how to make sure that one is making the best choice, then one is automatically not free to make any choice that perhaps leads to what they believe may not be the best outcome.

V: [13:02 13:02] May we ask why you would prefer the highest timeline ?

Q: I think because, maybe because I want my life to be as fulfilling and exciting and fun as it could be, ah ha ha and serving, and serving all.

V: Then the simpler calculation that you can make, is in this choice what is the most fulfilling, in this choice what is the most fun, in this choice what is the most exciting, from choice to choice, as opposed to where does this lead, [[14:11 14:11 timewhine lies, timeline wise], if you are focused on intention, of for those qualities to arrive in your life, if you automatically will make choices, that will bring those qualities into your life, you cannot make a mistake, if you are already choosing, what you want your life to be.

And it cannot be more than what it is, so with two choices before you. Please give me an example of a choice of two things, that could be exciting, equally exciting, that you do not understand which is the more exciting.

Q: I actually don’t have an example. hee ha ha yeah.

V: We see that you already are on your highest timeline, and that the attributes you listed are already a large part of your life, and as we see these things we also see that they are behind you question must be some fear, or uncertainty or doubt that you would like to investigate or could like to investigate, should you choose.

Q: Maybe my fear is that there is a version of me if I am not trying, that I will feel unfulfilled at the end of my life, so then I think I have to effort in some way.

V: Our question would then be to you, Did you want to add the quality of efforting to this character who is exciting and fun, dynamic, and in service? Do you want a character that is exciting and fun and dynamic and trying and efforting? For that is the timeline you are placing yourself upon, by trying and efforting to be on the other timeline.

Q: ah ha ha Yeah.
Great.

V: Perhaps it is not choosing in each choice which is the most exciting, it is choosing in each choice, how to try less, how to let it go and allow the experience of that highest timeline to flow to you for in that highest timeline there is no trying, there is only receiving, and giving.

Q: Thank you. I understand.

V: Thank you. [18:51 18:51]

Q03: I’m curious, I think what I have been feeling, is that as I continue to experience life in this linear way, I know that I am growing, and deepening my self awareness, and it feels like I am becoming more sensitive in my heart, and I was judging that as I am closing my heart more, and that that’s bad, but I think what is happening is I am just becoming more aware of the subtleties, of the edges of [19:38 19:38] of my willingness to receive, could you speak on this, what I am feeling and what is happening here in me.

V: There is the theme of self judgment, within your conditioning at this time, we would say that there is never any cause for judging oneself, for you are not responsible for yourself in the way that you believe yourselves to be, you did not create, your physical vehicle, you did not create your personality structure, yes you chose and adopted them for the lessons that you as a you being, as the essence of what you are before the completion of your creation, put together as an individuation, chose these aspects but you from the personality structure did not choose them, you did not choose to be judgmental of self, you also did not choose the things that you are judgmental of, as your heart “seems to be closing” and you are judging it, you are placing ideas upon an evolutionary modification in your growth. Yes, the evolutionary modification, however does not have any need for your ideas to be placed upon it, you do not need to fear, that there is some sort of closing happening within your heart, if anything, we would say that, your discernment and ability to know when another self is not ready, to receive something from you, or to know when you are not ready to receive something from another self, is a development of wisdom, that will only benefit you and other selves, as you continue, and if you are feeling the edges as you say of this, conditioning, at this time, it is only because you are now ready to soften the edges of the conditioning itself, for at some point, someone must have told you, or you must have adopted the belief that you had to be completely open, but who is to say that? ...and for what? If you are whatever you are at this time, open, closed, left right, up down, bouncing on a trampoline, anything you are, if it what you are, in this moment, and all of existence serves all of existence, everything is serving, everything else, perhaps, you are only closed today, this week, last week, this month, for some specific reason that has nothing to do with you.

You may be a being that has come into the existence of another self to teach them something, and you are sensitive to the sensation that has happened within you, but it doesn’t need to mean anything, except for what you decide to apply upon it, we would suggest you apply nothing upon it.

[24:09 24:09] We would also say that if you’re perceived new sensitivity, means that you must or believe you must step back or withdraw from certain situations, or circumstances, or people, or emotions, temporarily, that that too is an act of love.

For it is you listening, to the instinct of yourself, taking the space that you need and healing oneself to be able to love more, after that healing is complete, so we would say no your heart is not closing, if anything is it opening.

We feel there is more, would you care to elaborate on some more details, of this subject.

Q4: Well particularly an instance comes to mind: When I was physically intimate with someone but I thought that I needed to continue the interaction in order to expand my heart, because it kept on feeling like my heart was closing, to him, and it, and my body felt rigid and alert, like alarm bells going off, like something wasn’t right, but I, the programming said ‘you need to keep expanding your edges so that you are more loving and more open’, and so I have had men, reflecting to me my belief that it’s better to have an open heart, ha ha and to surrender, but when I feel that my body says it’s not safe, I have denied that intuition, because I believed that it’s better always, to open my heart to someone, could you speak on that?

V: Yes, at anytime that your mind is telling you that you that you need to do something, we would suggest you take a pause and ask why it is you need to do anything at all. For there is no need for anything, even when it is the mind itself that is demanding that from you, the mind will attempt to fight with the All-That-Is, and so if your body is having a reaction of your heart itself is having a reaction, that tells you what action to take, in your life that is the best for you, and your mind turns around and says, no you need to do something different than what we are feeling, it is because the mind has a need to argue with all that is, all that is in the moment that you feel recoil from a physical intimacy with another being, is that you feel a recoil from a physical intimacy with another being. [27:59 27:59]

And you are right you are calling in beings that will reflect this learning that you are choosing to have at this time, you will have the bonus learning that there will be no being, no human being or other being that will be able to tell you beyond your inner authority, what is right for you, they have never been you, perhaps for you, perhaps you are the exception in all of the world, where a closed heart is better, how do they know ?

Q: Uh hmm.

V: [28:42 28:42] Who is it to say an open heart is better? They have only ever been Themselves. For them an open heart is better. Thank you very much for your information. In this moment, I feel like I need to take some space from you, even if it means you labelling me as a closed-hearted bitch.

[29:09 29:09] We have so much love for you, but always wonder at this confusion, this idea of separation that you have built, at the same time - and by ‘you’ we mean all of your collective, all of humanity, all of the existence that is being observed. You believe yourselves to be separate when you are one. And you believe yourselves to be all the same when you are all different. How is this possible?

Q: ah ha

V: You are each here on your own journey, and there is no guidance, except the one that you have been programmed with, before conditional programming, we mean, of course, your heart is not closing because you have given what you have needed to give, to another being, and there is nothing left for you to give then, that does not mean that your heart is closing, it means that the exchange has lived out its course, and your instincts are telling you it is time to move on.

Q: uhm,

V: Or as we suspected and mentioned earlier, there is the possibility, or probability that your role in some of your intimate encounters is not for you, but for the other being to experience what they perceive of as a closing of a heart.

Q: yeah

V:[31:14 31:14] So that they can understand that simply because there is a recoil in circumstances, does not mean that the heart is closed, it may be possible that not only are you calling in these beings, for your learning, but they are calling in you for theirs, so that they can learn, that a physical interaction does not mean love, and is not, and the love is not conditional upon a physical interaction or continued relationship or continued giving of a woman to a man, or a woman to a woman.

You can only be true to yourself and we understand that this may mean, having to see some of these past relationships or these past beings, these beings you have been involved with, in a different optic, but you are as much a master, as any of them are.

Q5: So you speak on equality… Someone I deem to have higher awareness than me, said not everyone is equal, can you speak on that?

V: Everyone is equal.

Q: uh hum

V: For everyone is One. How can a part of a being be less important than any other part, of that being? It is simply not possible. Of course it is possible for anyone to say anything, and so, what you perceive as a higher awareness may be a higher awareness, in many aspects, but is may be a misinformed higher awareness, for awareness does not mean that one naturally has the intelligence to be able to transmit the awareness, in a relational context.

For example, your doctor may be very good at diagnosing an illness, but it doesn’t mean that they are guaranteed to be someone that you would want to have dinner with. Experts are experts in what they are expert at and not all are expert simply because they have higher awareness or understanding of how the universe is put together.

And we will give you a nice tip to understand if a being truly knows what’s going on relationally, it will be how you feel about yourself in their presence.

For if someone is telling you we are all God, and in their presence you feel like a worm, then their words are not matching with what they are actually transmitting.

Q: Wow.

I thought that, I thought that with these ah ha I thought that with these beings that that was because their either activating, like that their frequency was so high, that is was activating my lack beliefs so that I could see them, and then transform them, I thought that was what why I was feeling like a worm in these peoples’ presence, who say “you are god”.

V: [35:54 35:54] Well as you know, on the stepped up level of this same conversation you have created these beings and so yes this is also accurate. because you would not be having this conversation with yourself at this time, if you had not had these experiences, and if you had not had the opportunity, [36:19 36:19 to look at your lack beliefs, but what happens is is at times when your lack beliefs show themselves, to you and by you again we mean your collective and we are generalizing, not you specifically but you… Instead of saying, oh look at that, ha ha ha there is a lack belief here of course we are all god, and if I feel like worm in this person’s presence, then they have served their purpose to me and now I can move on to be around someone who treats me like the god that I am,

Q: ahhhha
V: You tend to stay in the situation because we have reverence for the being that has pointed out what was not working for us, and we continue to believe that they are somehow higher up than we are. When you know you are god, you will find those, who in their presence treat you as god, those who see you as god, who know you are god, and you will no longer, attract or be around or have any time or patience for those who make you feel like a worm. Why would you ?

Q: uhmm, Good point.

V: They will perhaps have different interactions with other people, perhaps the same being from your perspective does not make others feel like they are lesser than, perhaps others here, you are god and they believe themselves to be god and they have the different kind of relationship with that being, so we are not saying that it then means one should go and judge the being, for yes, they have served you and you have had that relationship with them and you have grown, from it, but you do not need to continue to contract back into the version of you that needed then.

Q: uh hmmm

V: And remember, that you would have not presented yourself, in their reality, had they not needed you.

Q: Wow. That’;s so good.

Q6: What is it when I have people in my field who say, that they are just being a mirror for me and taking the assumption that they are empty and just reflecting my own stuff at me. Can you speak to that ? To people who claim to be empty and void of their own agenda?

V: Is it much of the same topic as the earlier example, and we would say in this case, there is a shortcoming with words for anyone that is telling you that they are simply reflecting you, is either completely a construct of your consciousness which yes, in many ways is, but if they are to truly exist as individuations, beings then why would anyone want to be simply a reflection, of other self. Or if they naturally were, why would they need to mention it?

Q: uh huh, ah ha hee hee

V: Logic can solve many of your problems.

Q: [ Laughter]

V: It is funny because if someone truly was a mirror, you wouldn’t even see them.
Yes you may get angry and project and say oh you have done this you have done that, in your interpersonal relationships, and they would say, something else, to trigger you even further in fact they wouldn’t say ever that they were a mirror.

Unless you too were saying that you are a mirror, for it would be bouncing back and forth. But we are just musing.

Q: Is it possible, oh go ahead.

V: There is a lot of potential for growth, any time you are in social situations, especially when you you are in social situations with other beings who are looking for the potential of growth, there is also the possibility for many to forget, their own growth as they are wanting to serve in the growth of another self, as one forgets that one is on a path, one is on a journey, or one would cease to exist, one tends to take a step off of that path, at times, never for detrimental to themselves or other selves, of course one is learning and as all are learning, and one would not be in the field of another self should it not be relevant to them, but as one steps off the path of being aware of their own path, they automatically, have less
to offer.

Our suggestion to you as we cannot suggest anything to anyone who is not you, at this moment in time, is to always live by example.

Q: uhmmm

V: And we perceive that you do have, this pounding open heart, and that you are the type of person who will want to walk through this life making sure that no one feels less than.[43:26 43:26]

And we can assure you, that as you go through your journey and have your processes, all of which are valid, and yours to have, and cherish and share if you so see fit, but yours, that if you live by this example, of loving all and wanting all to feel loved, and wanting all to feel special and wanting everyone to feel all the things that you yourself want to feel, that you cannot help but elevate the consciousness of all those around you.

We are saying that you do not need to be a mirror, in so much as you need to be a light, and you already are.

Q: Ah yeah, that feels so good.
Thank you.

V: thank you.

Q7: I think that you may be able to see what excites me to create or to feel, or be or experience, in 2020, and it feels fun for me to be a, to be playing on a more global scale, and speaking to millions of people around the world, that feels really fun and exciting, do you have anything to share with me, on that ?

V: No only the inflection in your statement was slightly towards a questioning, aspect, you said what you want, but with the inflection [45:50 45:50] of a question, we would say, if that is your desire,to go ahead and do it, the way to go ahead and do that this is to look inside yourself as to why there is a question mark at the end of that sentence.

Q: Ah ha ha uhmmm

V: And as your desire amplifies, we suggest even practising that exact same statement, maybe even recording yourself, this is a practical piece of information that perhaps you could use - recording yourself until you can say that statement, with absolutely no question within it, and then practice on your close friends and say the same thing with no questioning in your voice and practice it until there is no question in your mind, in your heart, and your gut and we guarantee that if you practice what you desire, to the point where there is not doubt within you it is impossible not to create, that or something better, for we will not say that yes, you will absolutely be on stage talking to millions because that is not something that you can guarantee, but you can guarantee the sensation and the sentiment and the feeling that you know that that will bring to you and the benefit that that will bring to the world, by being 100% sure about it.

Q: Ok and then how do I do that as Bashar says, without insisting on a particular outcome, ok I can practice that and also let it go and not insist that it has to be this exact way, it can definitely be greater than I can even imagine.

V: Yes, that is exactly how you do it.

Q: Ok.
V: You can say to yourself, this is what I can imagine now, this is what brings me that feeling, this is the imagination, that brings me the sensation, in my mind and heart when I think about this thing, with complete confidence I have this sensation, this is the sensation that I want, this is the sensation that I own, that is the true me, universe, you understand my phone number, give me a call. And then whatever is meant to match up with that energy will. You do not need to insist but you can use a particular imagination, as a directive, it is not unrecommended, just that, you must be open, to every phone call that you get from that energy.

Q: Ok, I’ll do that.

V: Like a personal column in the newspaper.

Q: Ah yeah.

Q8: I feel excited to ah, got to Prague and be in a space, that supports other leaders and in building community around the world, and I believe that in this way I will also support many people in what they want, do you have anything to share with me on, about my podcast I just created.

V: We heard two separate topics, they are connected of course but separate topics in your, statement/question. The first part had many questions. In your inflection again as we mentioned with the other dreams and visions and so we would ask that you look into that, perhaps in this case, the questions are not so much due to a lack of confidence, than a lack of certainty, that that is, the direction, that though in your mind, feels most correct at this time, perhaps there is some element, of the rest of your that is, not 100% on board, with regards to your creative endeavour with your podcast, we see how this, is something that through does not have a clear destination at this time, is leading towards more of where you want to be, more of who you want to be, as it is in line with the energy that you are wanting to call forth, and call into your reality at this time.

Q: ha hee yeahm Thank you.

Q: I have I think a question, oh I know I have a question, and it’s in regards to, if who I have been sensing is our, our just the angels or archangels or are they the elohim or about [recording is silent here for a bit]

V: We would encourage you to ask yourself at this time, [ 52:33 52:33] what would change if you knew the exact source, what would be the difference between, angels, archangels, Michael or the elohim ?

Q: ah ha

V: What is it, that makes you want to know details, is it that you believe that one source is more valid or has more to offer than another, or is it, because you believe that there is different levels of importance to one who can sense into these different sources, we deliberately do not discuss details of our own source,

[EDITING NEEDED HERE: what one would call source, as from our perspective it is, less important who one is, than what one feels, when listening to who one is, if what they are saying. That is not a clear sentence. The vessel is recalibrating, [54:11 54:11]

V: For us the message is more important than the source. For the source is always the same. ]

Q: uhm.

V: And you all always choosing, so whatever you believe to be the source of the energies and information that you receive and share, is, will be the, energy that you will receive and share and will be from that source, for that is what you would call into yourself. And you can have faith that that is the case.

Q09: I want to ask the question like how can I be of most service in general to all.

V: You are already being of more service than you know, and so that is a good step, Also your desire and intention are pure, in that you truly do want to be or service to all, you feel as if you are still in a phase of growth, and purification, still in a phase of not being there yet.

Q: ha ha ha

V: Which is fine and timing is perfect. It will come to you, you will know.

And we have said before, you will not have a choice, you will of course have a choice, but you will feel as if you do not have a choice.

Q: ah haa uhmmm ok

V: Is there one more thing you would like to discuss ?

Q: I am curious about the turtles. I see it like turtles on a log, like when they sun themselves in the sun.

V: As do we, we see a line of turtles they are almost in order of size, but are not quite in order of size. Which is quite annoying to the vessel, she may be able to elaborate more on the image details.

Q: The vessel will ?

V: Yes

Q: Ok. Any final sharings ?

V: If we were to give you a key-word, of a key energy, it would be Faith - in self.
You have passed the threshold of faith, in what is external you have mastered that melting into circumstance and other self, and now it is time to have that faith in self.

Q: Thank you.
V: Thank you.

We leave you this night with so much love and we would suggest you take a few minutes to yourself, before rejoining any form of social interaction, not a long while, maybe 20 minutes, perhaps, grounding yourself to nature, to allow what needs to penetrate deeply within your cellular body, to do so, and to allow what any aspect that, is not able at this time, to stick to your thinking mind, to wash over you like a shower and be absorbed into the earth, for it will not be lost, the cleansing, is permanent, but we would not hold onto that water for it will not,
do well to think upon it, does this make sense ?

Q: What does the water represent ?

V: The transmission, the energies that we have shared, tonight are twofold in that there will be absorption into your cellular body, of information that we have passed you, but we suggest that you do not think upon the information we have passed you. The water would have represented this energy or this information allowing it to wash over you without trying to collect it, and keep it for yourself. Is what we are trying to say.

Q: ok.

V: For it will come back to you.
Q: ok.

V: Ok.
Q: Thank you.

V: We leave you with the light of the infinite creator, and so much love from the universe and beyond.

It is always a pleasure to talk with you.
Anainai,

[1:02:11 After session chat:
[Jessie: Turtles sunning themselves on a log: I could see them they are like a turtle sculpture, annoyed me that they were almost biggest to smallest. The first one on the left side..]
Karissa feels turtles sunning themselves is gentle and sweet.