[Questioner had very little speaking during the session, all content is included NOTE: No real questions in this transcription so it was divided loosely into topics, somewhat based on long pauses during the transmission- Gail did this as jess was ‘blocked’ at this time to this session content]

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kwQ00: V: Good day, We are pleased to meet with you today in this fashion, as we are excited to get to know and interact with your individuation and portion of consciousness in this manner.

How are you today ?

Q: Yeah good thank you. Some emotions coming up as I feel the energy.
Feels good.

V: We are pleased, we feel your energy as well.
We are happy to discuss with you, whatever it is you would like to discuss, we are enjoying your particular frequency of excitement and enthusiasm.

kwQ01: Q: Great. I would just like to pause for a moment because I am feeling some very very deeply, that sense of familiarity and family and home, throughout my this theme this life, I've felt very disconnect from my biological family, and a sense of being lost so it's always such a welcome sensation when I feel this. So I just really enjoy it.

I am just enjoying this sensation, and feeling very humbled and grateful actually to be here with you.

V: We are enjoying it as well and are pleased that you have the sensitivity to recognize 'what is' and the wisdom to absorb these positive sensations and interactions to a full level.

Q: So I have long felt a deep deep calling a deep deep sense towards a mission, here in this lifetime and it's a very deep calling of service to others, not really, not having any real idea of the form that that will take, and I've experienced quite a lot of struggle and confusion around that, because I guess quite often, it, I find it very uncomfortable so I'm deeply compassionate, and have, so I find it very uncomfortable to be of service in a non compassionate way. If that makes sense. I wonder if you could just share something about that, if that makes sense.

V: Yes it does make sense, We will begin with your sense of having a mission, this is accurate, there are several variations of beings who choose to incarnate, on your planet, one variation of those beings, do not come to their planet, for themselves, you have not come for yourself so to speak, the self, wanting to have experience you have come for the desire to be in service of those who are wanting to have experience, and so your role or operative within this life time, is not to accumulate but to gift what you have accumulated in the past, which is not the past, which is simply another version but in this particular incarnation version and [ time space illusion continuum, Illusory continuum, you have chosen to be of service, 14:12 14:12] we may soothe the sense of confusion that you have around this, as you cannot not be of service, you are already by your simple intention to be of service, of service, you in your daily activities are already highly in service to others even if you cannot see the fruits of the seeds that you are currently planting, the sense of confusion and disorientation comes more from your conditioning into a belief format of what service may to may not look like, within your planetary construction, and less so of the internal knowing that you have that you are of service, and that you choose to be of service, in the lifting of this conditioning, you will be able to have more clarity as to your innate desire and direction of that innate desire based upon your [ passions pasts???, and accumulated skills 15:44 15:44] both in this incarnation and other parallel incarnations, that are more closely linked to your current energetic signature, and frequency, when these conditionings of what service is meant to look like, have been lifted you will be more free to serve in the manner that is appropriate and pleasing to you, the act of serving which is not in compassion, yes its painful because you are a being of deep compassion. It is not inherently correct to act in service what one would call tough love or certain forms of corrective reflection, as your being and nature is not that form of teacher in this incarnation, in this version, in this movement of now experience, your being in this incarnation, and movement of now experience, is one of pure compassion and is here to serve in compassion, in the spreading of the energy of that, very valuable, and a necessary tool towards humanity, there is teaching, which is not incorrect, for nothing can be incorrect, for it is correct for who it is correct for, that suggests that one needs to purify the self before one can be of service, however this is not the case, for the self is always purified, the self is always the most pure expression of the 'all that is' that is coming through in this existence at this time-space and so one may forgive, simultaneously self and other-self due to the fact that nothing is ever anything other than the all that is, or the what is or the divine choice of what one would call god if one decided to use that word for this concept. [17:56 17:56] if you are to let go of any idea of what service looks like, what does service look like to you ?

Q:So to me yes, service is honoring the others highest, he highest benefit for the other, for their experience, for their learning, and being that, whatever for that takes.

V: We agree and we see that you do not that confusion, you do have clarity, upon what it is that you would like to do in this act of service. in this time of service for you, and we see that you currently do preform this act in this manner.

Q: Yep, Thank you.

V: We understand as well that you have the added seeming complication of being able to see the highest version of the being in front of you and see the contrast between what is their highest potential and their current state of being, this is a gift and a form of what one would call curse for if one is not careful with this form of seeing, or this ability to see what most do not or some do not, or most ignore the fact that they can, then one risks the perception of lack, when one sees the difference between what one other-self could be and what they are currently presenting in the world, if you are able to resolve within you the knowing that each being that you come to whether or not you see their highest version, is in their current now highest version and presenting to you in this form, for you as well, then this sense of lack, or the sense of things ought to be how they ought to be or the sense of wanting to help someone to achieve something that perhaps they are not ready to achieve at that time will soften and not be as painful.

Q: Yeah

V: You are safe to lean into your sensitive nature and we know that it has been difficult for you, to allow or feel comfortable with some of your more emotive states, but we also want to let you know that many of your emotive states are required because you have chosen to be in service also through that mechanism,

Q: That makes sense.

V: Healing of the world will need to be done through the feeling of the emotions that go with the energetic frequencies and occurrences that have happened, and there are sensitive beings who have taken on the role of feeling the feelings for others who are no longer or not yet capable of feeling their own feelings, it is a gift that you are giving to the collective by being so very sensitive to certain topics for it balances out, those who have become desensitized to them, and it allows them to 'within the collective field' tap into a corrective energy, and a deeper healing, for when one can no longer feel their own feelings, they have shut off the part of themselves that would bring them in the most direct and deliberate way to the end of their own healing process.

Q: This is great news. ah hee hee

V: We are glad it brings relief.
We also want to compliment you on your strength, for even though you have not pushed the boundaries of how strong you are, you are as close as we can see to unbreakable.
There is nothing, in this world that will or can threaten you or put you into a state of forgetting from which there is no return. You are resilience, and so you may experiment with all things that frighten you knowing that nothing can ever harm you.

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kwQ02: [27:22 27:22] We know it is difficult to remember where you came from and that is why the game is to forget, for even a slight memory and pardon the pun creates alienation, when you arrive in this physical vehicle and remember that it wasn't quite like this before, or there, it seeming once was, but a beautiful thing has happened, you have chosen to be part of this beautiful thing, and that beautiful thing is that there is remembrance around you. You may and we encourage, lean upon those who in whom's eyes you can see the remembrance, there is a network and family and web forming, of those who are remembering, and you are safe to give your heart to those beings, for the game that had been played in your childhood and the game that had been played upon earth for all this time, of reciprocity and conditionality, is no longer relevant to you, there is no more need for reciprocity from your heart to another and in return, for as you give now freely, what you give is automatically returned to you, for you have seen the other self as self.

It is more difficult to do this with people who are not yet at the same understanding and so we suggest a experimentation, with those whom you feel closest presently, on an energetic level, even if these are not friends, even if these are acquaintances, even if these are people with whom you do not interact, on a physical level, but you are safe to give them, you love energetically, and you will see as you practice this that is is returned, for their love is your love, and your love is their love, and this is new for all of you there, but [we cond, ??? we counsel it, 30:50 30:50] also because it feels good.

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kwQ03: [34:03 34:03 We are seeing that you have access to direct communications from what for your beings is external sources of information and intelligence you all of course have communication and connection with this universal intelligence, you call it intuition, it is a valid sense, it is not a physical sense, it is a valid and very present human sense, but is not studyable by your scientists at this time, we see that there are very profound connections, for you, you can relax into that.
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kwQ04: [38:05 For you we would simply transmit the idea of safety, safety in your emotions, safety in your knowing, safety in your actions. This existence has not felt safe for you, but it is because you were led to believe that you were something that you are not. If you were what they were trying to make you believe you were, which they too did, out of love, then it's correct. This would not be a safe existence for you, and fear would be a valid response to many of the things that you were instructed to be fearful of, including yourself. However, because you are yourself, and because yourself knows exactly what it is doing. Those rules and cautions do not apply, as you begin to see all the things that you were taught to fear, as your strengths, you will have the liberty of relaxing and then having the beautiful witnessing of your expression, coming to it's fulfillment all by itself. You will find yourself watching as the story unfolds, without having to use the mind, as anything more than a sophisticated computer, processor, without having to use the body anything more than an amazing vehicle for transportation in space time, and communication device with other selves.

For you have come here, as an energetic being with these two tools whereas many have come here to be those two tools, for that is the experience that they have chosen, if you come to an incarnation [as,of 41:23 41:23] the body, it is extremely valid to adopt a fear mentality for the body is fragile, and does require conscious maintenance, if you come here to have the mental experience it is valid to formulate opinions and concepts and judgments, for you identity is the mind. However you are not one of these categories, of being, because it is still a less known category and because the experience that you are sharing is still very much based on those two other types of beings, just because of numbers and majority, not because one if better than the other, you have been raised as they would be raised. You may, now, return to your original intention for your incarnation and adopt the characteristics that are already yours the one that knows that you are not human in the sense of the word that it is used in the way that it is used in your culture, no you are something outside of that, you may adopt the mentality that you are on a mission, and you may put back on your uniform so to speak and step into the honor and place with that enthusiasm and excitement, we noticed in your earlier, if this conversation serves in the to be the permission for you to do that, then we are utmostly satisfied as we know that this will have ripple effects, for you and each and every being with whom you come into contact for the rest of your existence.

Q: yeah

V: [44:47 We see too that you are underestimating the physical and the emotional service that you are providing on a daily basis, to the young ones that are in your presence.

Q: Ok.

V: You are doing an amazing job, of being in service to them, while respecting that they have their own paths, this is not easy or usual in the role that you have taken, and if you could see that service the way that we see it, you would know that there is nothing more that is needed, at all for you to do at this time.

Q: Sweet. Thank you.

V: Yes it is.

Q: I really appreciate that. Because that just, that clears things, for me so much because I have felt confused, about my role, with the children because it has felt unusual, I've had this sense, that I wasn't able to maybe find the words for it, but you have just reflected it back to me, in the, you know something a bit more concrete. And it, so you know with, and I've found it's so challenging navigating the, all these [47:15 47:51] the emotional system so much I am feeling like there was something wrong, and but also having to, such as strong mission to serve, as well, but yeah, but this, but having children was, seemed like a very unusual thing, being a mother, very unusual, and so to have that recognized and just shown to me, is actually ah a great benefit.
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kwQ05: V: It is unusual, in the way that you do it on your, in your cultures, in some of your cultures on your planet, it is unusually difficult for one being to be so fully responsible or having the [ assemblance ?? 48:14 48:14] of responsibility for other beings, it is also unusual that there is no, or very little concrete and healthy acknowledgement of this role, in your society, as every action and active love that one provides to a developing mind body complex that houses an energetic being is affecting and influencing every interaction that that being then has with the rest of humanity, for all of their existence, and every single one of you has had, the parental guidance or misguidance that has shaped you, it is a extremely important role, and in many ways a beautiful exchange for the beings involved to come to resolution of past or, we use the word past only because it is relevant in your vocabulary, however when we say past we do not mean that there is a past. we hope that this is clear.

But these relationships can resolve any past energetic baggage or hiccups on the part of the parents as well, we will remind you that your role as a mother, is temporary, for the children, while they never become detached from you as a mother figure, will eventually be at their full development and will not be as easily influenced, and it is, beautiful to allow a focus of service to be dedicated in the time that they are very impresssionable and in their formation.

[50:46 50:49] When a being comes with a desire to be in service, and then is told that the role of parenting is not as valuable as some other forms of service, it is extremely damaging, and untrue, and that is why it feels bad, to ask yourself to do more than you are doing, for you are already doing ever so much.

This does not meant that if you have a passion, in another direction that you cannot participate in the accomplishing of that passion simultaneously, you are capable of anything that you would like to be capable of.

And we encourage that as the knowing of self becomes more understood, by your vehicle at this time, to keep your intuition and inspirations open, to anything that may arise for you that has that seed of passion within it.

Q: uhm

V: We would also like to in your case specify that your work on this planet may be of an energetic form more so than an visibly activated form

Q: ok

V: And both are equally important at this time.

Did you have a question ?
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kwQ06: Q: Would you be able to elaborate on what you mean by 'energetic form' as opposed to visibly active ?

V: Yes, for example, a visibly active form of service may be for example a teacher, arriving and providing a course or a teaching on a stage, one would be able to see them transmitting the information visibly, they would be able to record this on a video, and look back at it, they would be able to take notes. Another form of service could be one who goes and digs a well, this would be a visible act of service for one who does not have water.

Q: uh huh

V: An energetic act of service may be loving someone even silently, who has never been loved before. It may be sending the vibration of acceptance to one who cannot accept themself, and it may also involve the energetic forms of healing, of communication, and other [55:09 55:09 non physical abilities that come from ones non physical senses.

Q: Ok. Got it. Thank you.

V: Do you have a further querying for this time together ?

Q: ahhh, No I don't. Thank you it's been an absolute pleasure. Thank you.

V: We have very much enjoyed as well and we'll stay for a few minutes with you before releasing the vessel, if that is desirable for you.

Q: Yes.

V: Then we will salute you now and remain for a while, we leave you now with the light of a thousand suns, and the love of the infinite - Anainai.

Q: Okay friends, thank you. [56:32 56:32]

[57:38 57:38] Vessel returns.