V: Hello

Q: Hello

V: We understand we have the pleasure of interacting with you today, directly in a more personal manner, and we see this as a beautiful opportunity to get to know your specific configuration of creation, on a deeper level.

We are honored to have this opportunity.

Q: Thank you as am I.

V: We will endeavor to help you to find the answers to any of the questions that you choose to ask today.

Q: Thank you.

Q01. So my questions come from a place of either clearing up any teachings or misunderstandings, I have had, to help me with my self inquiry, or to maybe create ease in frustration where it is present.

So throughout my self inquiry and throughout the blueprint of my life, I am aware of since birth, like a waiting waiting waiting, container, of me wanting to move to another place, and that I have this intuition that I can move outside of it, yes, yet I must wait for some sort of permission, it's something I constantly try to break though, and to achieve movement from, yet is sort of feels stuck, can you share anything that could be helpful to me on this ?

V: We would like to understand if by someplace else you are speaking in terms of actual location or someplace else vibrationally, circumstantially, situationally, in your life pattern.

Q: It seems to be pertinent to both.

Maybe the integration of the vibration with the human experience, does that clarify.

V: Yes we have more information now.

We can hear this call from your being, we would like to inform you that, you are both locationally and vibrationally where you need to be at this moment, you are not, waiting for a permission slip, you are perhaps waiting for the right invitation, for with the correct invitation, you will know also to where or to what you are moving into, there is no need to fret about waiting for this invitation, as it will and does arrive and is arriving and has arrived, at the moment in which it will be and is and has been most beneficial to you, in the growth that you have chosen that supersedes this desire for this particular invitation, you have a desire for growth as all do who arrive on this plane, part of the growth that you have chosen is the lesson of patience, if is a lesson that requires the sensation of anticipation and impatience, to be learned.

A practice that will aid in this development will and is already underway, in your integration and understanding that all is exactly as it should be. Or as it is in every moment. And you are coming to an understanding on a cellular level of this truth.

Q: uhm

V: Continue to use your mind to reinforce, the synaptic connections, of this thought, that everything is as it should be, repeat it to yourself as often as you recall to repeat it.

Q: [Laughter]

V: For this will accelerate your understanding of patience, it seems paradoxical to accelerate patience, however we remind you that patience, is what you are, before the programming was over-writ on top of it.

Q: Uhmm

V: Is this answer sufficient ?

Q: yes, Thank you.

V: Thank you.

Q02: My next question is that is seems as well through experience and self inquiry that I have noticed that some postulates may have been placed on me either by my upbringing or by teachings or learnings about people not liking me, in making connections for myself with others, it feels challenging yet when I am being of service to others in a supportive sense I do this naturally. Are these postulates part of my theme that I am to endure this people not liking me, or not wanting to connect with me.

V: No, have you had proof that people do not like you or do not want to connect with you ?

Q: I have had the emotion of hurt or feeling that they do not wish to. It has been said to me that people do not like me many times in my life, so the belief sometimes feels repetitive or strong.

V: To us it sounds as if it is your belief, and that you are attempting to accept thought or belief that does not sit well with your true being for it is not true and in the attempt to accept this, because you are fearful of confronting it, in yourself, you are in part avoiding the entire subject.

We will explain further, there is a logic on you that says, that if you are to accept that people do not like you, then you will never have to find out, if people truly like you or do not like you and so you keep yourself at a distance from relationships true relationships according to your society, because if you were to enter into them, you may find out that if it true that people do not like you. If you accept or believe yourself to have accepted that people do not like you, in the first place you do not enter into these relationships, and you never have this direct proof of this factor.

Once entered into relationships, and having it proven to you or not proven to you that people do or don't like you, you will find that, the belief, that people do not like you, will either shatter or become reinforced, you fear is that it will become reinforced, beneath this belief that people do not like you, is that they need to like you in order for you to be allowed to be here.

Q: uh hum

V: You may enter into a relationship and find that it is true that people do not like you, however, you are still and are still here, and so it does not matter if they like you or do not like you.

The other aspect of your question, about service [ 16:51 16:51] is because you are in a comfort zone when you feel that you are in service to others because you know that it does not matter if they like you or do not like you, you are in service to them, however at this time you are using this as a form of shield, eventually it will not be a form of shield, for you will heal this belief that you are asking to heal at this time, because you know that it does not sit well with you to believe that people do not like you. It is possible and probable that there are people who do not like you, it is possible and probable that there are people who do like you.

It is possible to find both of these people in the world, and ultimately all that will matter whether or not you like yourself.

We say it is not a life theme because it is not blanketly true, it is only your experience of, based upon a belief, created within you, by people who did not know how to interact with other people.

Q: [Laughter]

V: You do not need to endure anything in existence, because the very thing you are attempting to endure, is pointing you towards something that you choose to no longer have in your reality. This fear of being disliked will go as you develop the muscle of liking yourself.

Q: uhm

V: And liking and loving oneself is the strongest muscle that one can develop, it gives you immense power.

Q: uhm

V: And it allows you to release judgement of other-selves and it allows you to truly love other-selves as self. For once you have forgiven yourself, the one whom you see every flaw, you are able to forgive all other-selves.

Q: uh huh

V: We think you are quite likable.

Q: ah ha Thank you.

V: Thank you. [20:19 20:19]

Q03: My next question is that I can't seem to open up to allow ease, ease for abundance, my body, functionality, mechanically and weight, I fear that ease will never show up in any way or duration to allow me relaxation. That this is a part that cannot be altered. I'm not sure if that's fear or just insight, on what I wish to work out in my experience, can you help me with that in some way.

V. Yes it seems to us that you have taken on ideas about yourself that are quite fixed, and that you have had and carried for quite some time, and so the unravelling of these ideas will take time within you, and we will give you the permission slip to do so. Nothing is fixed.

You past experience does not dictate your future experience, there is no cause and effect in the universe, there is only choice, your question points to you choosing a future in which ease is not possible and yet we say it is, it is possible, however we also say that it is possible to have ease within discomfort, and that as you are already far from what you can perceive of as ease we would say that you can start, with ease in discomfort, and so the practice would be to be comfortable or to train oneself to be comfortable with the discomfort that is in each moment.

Pain, physical pain, can be seen as a sensation to relax into, it is a focusing, a focus sensation, you may use your physical pain to focus into relaxation, and every time you feel pain, you can use that as a bell to say relax and every part of your body that is able to relax, in that moment you can relax, even if there is a part that is contracted.

The same with financial or relational situations, you may, find that the discomfort if you relabel it, can be a reminder, to relax into ease, and in fact this is how the universe already works, it is pointing towards, you relaxing into ease, you are living a life of ease, you just cannot see it, and we are not talking comparatively, with other beings on your planet, we are talking about your life, and we are not talking circumstantially, we are talking on a vibrational level, you have the possibility, you have the skills and the knowing, to be able to relax into each moment. You are very skilled at this, very capable of it and can from this moment forward begin to feel the ease that is already circling around you. Once you are able to truly feel and know this ease, in this way, circumstance will automatically adjust to reflect it in more comfortable typically according to your societal construct ways and so if there is financial hardship now financial ease will follow once ease is found in financial hardship. Not as a reward.

Q: uh hm

V: But simply because it will be what you are creating. [24:53 24:53]

What you are creating now, teaches you, not because you did not learn it at some earlier time, but because you are choosing to learn it, what you are experiencing now, is teaching you far more than ease in these same areas would be able to teach you.

We know that at times it is hard to focus and feel positive and we are not asking you to feel positive, when you do not feel positive, we are asking you even in your painful interpretations of a situation relax into them.

This comes back to the 'acceptance of what is' and 'patience', if you are looking for themes, then these two would be a good place to start.

Q: Thank you.

V: Thank you.

Q04: I have been trying to address my self broadcasting out mixed frequencies, because I have been taught, this creates difficulty, or stuckness, is this true ? How can I handle these so I am more laser focused and effective.

V: Mixed frequencies will only bring you more of what you need to learn, or want to learn, and so there is no need to fear them, learning in the way that is most adapt for you is not necessarily to be labelled as difficulties. The best way to focus when you are aware of vibrationally moving in separate directions is to focus more on the direction that you wish to move in, however, if you were aware that you were moving into separate directions, and were aware of the direction you wanted to move in, you would already be moving in that direction and so these mixed frequencies, may be in order to bring you a move obvious example of the direction you do not want to move in, in order to be 100% of the direction you do want to move in, as there are infinite directions to move in, it is, the prerogative of you as a sovereign being to be able to choose between infinite directions and it is normal that you would not be laser focused, it is normal that you would have doubt, when you have not yet had the experience in the direction that you want to move in.

Q: ah ha ha

V: It is normal that you would be hesitant while in a healing process to head too quickly towards your goal, for you know that you are not quite ready, and you will never be fully ready for every goal that you will ever have.

The emotional guidance system is very powerful, in this aspect in that, the moment you feel emotionally bad about something you are giving yourself very clear information about what direction to move in. We would say to tap into your intuition, and your body, more often than your mind, and yet not to vilify your mind, for it is a tool that is often vilified. [30:36 30:36]

Your body is a tool with deep wisdom, that does not often as humans get interpreted in the way that it is transmitting, it is, very precious, too you, and to your specifically, you have knowledge in your body, that will unmix frequencies for you. And remember that there is no need to have any unmixed frequencies, there is no need to get to where your perceive that you want to be for where you are now is where you are meant to be, you do not need to put pressure on yourself, you can relax into knowing that even with mixed frequencies, even with all the things your believe in yourself to be imperfect you are 100% whole, you are complete, you are perfection. You are an organization of consciousness that has never been here before and will never be here again, it is unique, it is purposeful and consciousness all of consciousness would not be the same without it, it could not exist without it. [32:24 32:24]

Q: uhm

Q Thank you.

V: Thank you.

Q05: I have a question about my immediate family. Which is about myself, my two children and my 20 year partner, they would call it common law husband. And throughout the last 20 years we have been geographically separated. And it is a very strong desire of mine that we come to a place to move back together geographically, and I am aware that of all the beautiful things that have occurred in our relationship because of this geographical distance, yet I have a longing to have us all together. Can you share anything that would give me clarity or ease in term of my wishing us to be together, like it this something the others would like too, or is it something that I am trying to make happen and they do not wish to be close.

V: You, may look inside yourself and see why, what benefits you believe there would be for you to be close. We do not feel specific resistance to this on the part of the beings involved, and yet it comes to the question or understanding that things are as they are now for specific reasons that are of your choosing. This is not to say that your desire is not relevant or possible, it is possible that you will live with these beings again physically, what is necessary is to understand why you would ask us this question, as opposed to the beings themselves, for there must be something that your yourself are sensing, that makes this to you seem less obvious or relevant in this particular moment. We will remind you that when something is 100% sure within you, one does not have questions. [36:11 36:11]

Q: uhmmm

V: The other beings in this question are not part of your concern, for if you were 100% sure about your desire, we expect that you would have spoken with these beings directly, about this topic, and would have your answer as to whether or not this would be something that they would be excited to experience. You have fears that they will say No.

Q: uh hum

V: And there is no entity that will be able to tell you that they will say yes. There is no entity that will be able to soothe that fear, for you, for it is your fear to soothe.
All is possible. All is one. And so even without the physical proximity, as you know you are connected, irrevocably from these beings, not just because of your relational situation, but because they are part of the whole as well.

Backing to the mixed frequencies question earlier, [ seemed during session relistening, this reflected back to both Q2, Q4 above//GH ] there is a part of you, that both wants them to say Yes and wants them to say No, because if they were to say No, it would confirm the believe that you have that they could say No.

Our suggestion would be to exercise patience on this topic as well. Until you find yourself with the telephone in your hand [ 38:29 38:29]

Q: ah ha ha

V: Actually speaking to them and saying I have a great idea.

Q: Ah ha ha Thank you.

V: Thank you.

Q: That is very helpful.

Q06: It has come to me in my adult life that I have probably had difficulty learning. Due to, maybe I am dyslexic, or I have learning disabilities. And I don't really care about the label, I'm just wondering if there is anything that you could point me to, that may help me just improve in my pace of learning and in my communication to create clarity with others.

V: Your entire fabric is asking you to learn the lesson of patience and each of your questions are how to accelerate.

Q: Ah ha ha hm

V: On a practical level repetition, is the most efficient form of conditioning, the brain to be able to to be able to learn new material, there are many ways, to do so, the best way to accelerate learning is to teach oneself how to learn, and this is what you are asking us, we are referring you back to the fact that there are resources that you may, research, you may research them on your internet, you may research them in books, there are so many orientations, of learning that will help you to accelerate learning, the schooling system, on your planet is not conducive to learning, it is conducive to programming, which are not the same, and so you do not have a specific learning deficiency, you simply were not able to be programmed in the way the others were.

Q: ha ha ha HA

V: In our view this is an attribute, and does not reflect on intelligence in any way.

Q: uhm

V: At some time there have been beings in your life who have told you that it does, it does not, you are not unintelligent by any means, and you are capable of learning very complex concepts that those who are programmed cannot. Your brain as in your human brain forms connections based upon repetition so we would again repeat that repetition is the key. [42:37 42:37]

Q: ha ha Ha

V: We also remind you that any activity that connects both hemispheres of the brain, will allow for faster and more meaningful learning that is more relevant to your theme and path in life in that your intuitive sides will be able to dictate what learning needs to be done.
You may attempt to write with your non prominent hand, for example for this will be messy and yet will help you to develop the capacity of transferring electrical frequencies between the two hemispheres more efficiently.

Your diet will also help with brain development in this way.

Q: Thank you.

V: Thank You.

Q07: I seem to have some reluctance to receive money or exchange for me being of service in a sense of coaching, or supporting others in teachings and that seems to be my path right now in making income and what will grow forward from that. Is there anything that you can point me to which will help me with my allowing of this resistance to open.
It's something I have been working on, but it's something that I would like more clarity.

V: Yes, we have a simple phrase you may repeat to yourself. - If I cannot eat I cannot serve.

Q: ah ha ha ah ha ha
Thank you.

V: Thank you.

The money aspect and not receiving money, is a programming that has been given to many that are in service, specifically to put them in a position of not being able to be in service.

Every time you accept money from someone who can afford to pay you, you are then able to serve someone who cannot afford to pay you.

Q: Thank you. How can I make these connections, to magnetize these people who are able to pay, to come into my environment and communicate in a better way than I have previously.

V: We believe that you may simply begin talking with people, people that you meet, on the street in a coffee shop outside of an appointment, the services that you have are not limited to those who are in a certain circle, you may be able to begin to be able to help people who do not even know that they currently want help or need help, or desire your services. What we see is that, you are reluctant to discuss what and who you are with those who you do not believe will understand immediately. But we see that, if you have patience with these beings, that they will understand see your value and begin to be able to offer you what you are needing in return for your services.

The patience theme in your life will require you to have patience with others as well.
[47:53 47:53]

Q: uhmm.

V: And the reward for that will be them understanding you and seeing your value even if it takes a bit longer and is a bit more frightening than you are used to.

Q: uhm

V: You are a social being, who believes that people do not like them, and letting go of that belief will bring you so much abundance.

Q: Uhm, Thank you.

V: Thank you.

Q08: Is there anything that you can share with me in terms of my body, and the weight on my body, I have been through numerous, numerous regimes with dedication to try to drop some weight and to give my body more efficiency and ability, is there anything that you can point me to because I feel exhausted on the idea of a particular diet or regime.

V: We do not feel that a diet or the standard weight loss programs will be helpful in your case, for we see the aspect of physical form that you are referring to that is not pleasing to you as a parallel or the materialized metaphorical example of the same concept of you believing if you were to accept that people do not like you, you would not have to get close to them. [50:07 50:07]

The weight is not a physiological problem, by any means, it is more of a cushioning that you are manifesting between yourself and the world, at this time. As you heal, you emotional wounds, not through a stoic and brave face, but through the relaxing into and melting of the walls, you will find that the physical form will change with the same type of movement.

Q: uhmm

V: There is a future version of you, we see if clearly now. That is the version of you physically that you have always wanted to be, it is not far away, it is not going to be achieved through any efforting, it is going to be achieved through a releasing of holding up that barrier.

If you are to let go of the walls and say to the world, this is me, and I like and accept me, however it is I am right now, then the walls both physical and emotional and psychological and energetic will fall and you will see results on all of those levels.

Q: Thank you.

V: Thank you.

Q: This has been very helpful and very soothing, I feel like I have been heard for the first time in a long time and I thank you for that.

V: It is our pleasure and we are so grateful for this opportunity.

Are there any questions that have arisen spontaneously that you have not written on your pad ?

Q: I think maybe my future steps are to walk with faith and that what I need will come up to meet me, is that accurate ?

V: Yes.

Q: Thank you.

V: Thank you.

Q: That is my only question at this time. [53:54 53:54]

V: Then if you will permit us, we will sent to you a personal transmission.

Q: Uh hum, Yes please I am open to that.

V: There was a time that you knew who you were and you will remember, now, you will not forget again.

Q: uhm

V: Any moment of doubt or fear or confusion, that arises, any discomfort that comes to visit you will have this memory this certainty, that you are who you are and what you are.

Everything until this point has perfectly positioned you, to come into your glory, everything from this point, will be seen through the eyes of that glory, and from those eyes all that has come before is also seen as glorious, you are safe, to let go of everything that does not serve you. You are accurate, in your discernments, of your own life and so can rely upon yourself what is right and what is wrong for you, and you have the freedom, to choose every moment that comes herefore, in the way that brings you the most joy.

We leave you tonight with the light of a thousand suns. We wish you all the blessings that we would bestow on a newborn child. [58:39 58:39]

Q: Oh Awe . Thank you what an honor it has been to have this interaction with you.

V: Thank you. Anainai. [58:53 58:53]

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